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Santubong... here I come!!!... (In the evening...).

Mount Santubong

Picture taken in the car while passing through Santubong Bridge.

Just to sport check students doing their package trip. Sampai-sampai je terus kena humban ke air (potong markah kang! ;p).

Sunset (pssttt... in d pic is not my bf ok! hehehe)

P/s: I can only post these two pictures. Cos pics yang lain tak lepas sirim beb! Sensored *wink*

Trip of the month: Sematan Palm Beach Resort

In the morning of 23 August 2008...
Yay! A week after Santubong Resort, I was off to Sematan Palm Beach Resort. This time around I was acompanied by 36 students. The weather was just perfect!

Selamat datai...
The rooms...

I think the rooms are cute!!! ^^

The restaurant...

The beach!...

It feels like I'm close to home...

And then, photo session, with all the combats in the house!

Can u find me in the pic? Ooopps... I was not ready.

Finally...

Off for another trip in the evening...

... to be continued

Trip of the month: Santubong Resort

I've been busy with students' activities for the past few weeks. And been busy for myself, keeping me occupied, apart from the attacked that I've gone tru in this blog. Here I am again, updating and keep on rocking the blogging world!

It was a nice visit to the Santubong Resort. Along with me were 33 notty students.

We were accompanied by Mdm Arninawati from HR Department (thank you so much!) to have a tour around Santubong Resort.

From the kitchen...
To the laundry...

To the ballroom...

Along the way...

Terima kasih daun keladi,
lain kali kami datang lagi!...

KARMA...

Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म kárma (help·info), kárman- "act, action, performance"^[1]; Pali: kamma) is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karma

Well, do you know what karma is? You think when you did something bad, karma will pays you back, in such a bad situation? How if you never done anything bad, does it counts then? Easy to say than done, easy to accuse and judging others without knowing the real situation is. How if it is not that bad? How can you be so sure? Then again, if you are a Christian do you still believe in the karma?

I just think it's up to an individual. Kalau orang tu buat jahat, biarlah karma yang menghukum. Kamu-kamu yang mengata tu pulak kenapa? Biar beringat, orang tu yang sibuk mengata orang lain pasti akan dibalas karma. If karma can punish the bad person, so let the nature do so. Who are you to judge? It's not me to punish but GOD.

p/s: btw, aku tak penah plak mengata nama org lain tu. tak sesuai!

Guest, mind ur language!

Dear GUEST,

Please mind your words. This blog bukan untuk mengutuk or what so ever. If GUEST do not satisfied please do see me. But don't attack me through my blog. I wonder what kind of person GUEST are. By calling me BABI, it's ok I guess... because it is my name. The name that given by my parents then. Friends, you do know who I am. Take me as I am. As I take you as you are.

I'm not piss off. It's not me to judge. No matter what I do, it's beyond my control. Love me or hate me, for what I am. I just feel down a bit. But then, LANTAK KAU LA GUEST, as long as I'm happy. GUEST not happy? Nasib badan beb! Kalau tak suka, boleh blah! I'll keep on blogging!

p/s: mind my language. blog ini bukan untuk kutuk mengutuk or bukan tempat melepas geram!

A proposal?

To think of it, I'm a bit scared.

Last night conversation...

Kaban: Kak nuan nyadi hamba abdi aku?

Beta terdiam sebentar. Dalam hati, what the heck? hamba abdi? menatang apa? kah kah kah...

Marcell: Nuan deh? Kak nuan nyadi hamba abdi aku?

Kah kah kah... apa punya aku. Dia tanya aku, aku tanya dia balik, hahahaha... Lucu ada gak. But then, things went out serious. I'm dead.... Cuak, aku cuak. Belum terfikir nak settle down lagi. Bukan kali ni ja, dah penah orang ajak aku kahwin. BUT I'M NOT THAT DESPERATE. Bear that in mind my "special best friend" (if you happen to read this). I can make my life simple if I want to. Simple as for me - kahwin, buat anak, duduk rumah & tak payah fikir macam mana nak bayar keta, credit card, insurans, sewa rumah & etc. But it's not my nature.

Jeng jeng jeng... Sabar kengkawan. Kalau betul, beta akan umumkan gak.

p/s: I'm still single by the way... ;)

Tragedi cuti yang lepas...

the sun @ 28th July 2008, 1.08pm

Unfortunately I can't take the full view of the circle cos it was too huge to fit in my hp camera ;) And as for today... rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat cos I only managed to slept at 3.00am. And talking bout my sleeping time, it must be 8 hours or else I'll be a zombie (bad, huh?! huhuhu)
I'm damn sleepy!

Dan inilah dia, muka Pengurus Program Pengurusan yang kena audit itu - kesian dia, member lagila belum tido since yesterday! Caiyo2 NIck! (dia ni memang tak fotogenik pun!hehehe)

p/s: beta sedang lepak di operation room - layan rasa ngantuk sambil2 menggunakan kemudahan campus wifi (kalau tak guna rugi ja kolej install beb! muahahahaha) so, gunakan la kemudahan yang ada...

My Baby you...

Birthday of the month...

Mohamad Afiq Ikmal, 4 years old, tis 28th July 2008

p/s: I'll be having a day off on Monday before working my ass off for the Malaysia Qualification Agency (known as LAN before) for Management course. The visit will be on 30th July - 1st Sept. Caiyo2!

Have a heart...

Do you have a heart? A heart to love? A heart to care? A heart to give and take? A heart to forgive and forget?

Well yes, I do have a heart, even if my friends are out of sight, still they are close to my heart.

Even if I have new friends, but how can I forget the old ones?

No matter how great the distance is,
no matter how long since our last met,
no matter how hard for us to be together,
no matter how bad the situation is,
I'll be right here no matter what.

I'll lend my ears to listen,
shoulder to cry on,
even miles apart...

p/s: You can't please everybody. Don't let criticism worry you.

Congrats!!!

Empunya pic: Vivien Joseph a.k.a Vj

Congratulations for being offered to Unimas (International Business). You make me proud and I just can't wait to see you again!!!

To change or not to...

I've always wanted to modified my car, but in 7 years to come (lepas abis bayar loan la tu). Yesterday, there was an offer to exchange the original rim with the sports one. Peluang dah ada beb! Ada pulak second thoughts!

The original rim

The sports rim...

Hmmm... to change or not to change... will decide later... *wink*

Close Up

Kumang

Dayung

Keligit

......

'jelegit' (Mr. Nicholas in the house!)

PTPL Ngiling Bidai 2008

Date : 28 June 2008 (Saturday)

Venue : Stampark Hall

Agenda for the night was the search for the Kumang Gawai for 3 ethnic groups in Sarawak, namely Iban, Bidayuh & Orang Ulu. I was there as judge for the Kumang (last minute call), apart from two other collegue, Nicholas & Dolly. And too bad as judge I can't took pictures, my photographer terjun plak ambil pic blur2. But then, I managed to took few pictures ;)

Well, what can I say... It was a successful event, even tough there were some 'cacat cela'. At first, upon arrival, as a judge, there's no protocol involved. I have to ask around where were the judges will be seated. Tak la minta layanan VIP but then it should be proper (at least!).

TWO, tentative program pun takda, alamatnya, juri terkebil-kebil. Alahai!

THREE, blackout la pulak, for about 5 min, I think. Bila dah time bloackout, students plak macam dalam zoo... screaming here & there. C'mon people, you are in a college, tak sepatutnya pelajar kolej berperangai macam tu... *sigh*

Anyway, credit to the Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar & Kebudayaan PTPL for making the event successful. Deep down, I'm proud of you people even sometimes you didn't get full support from others. Walaupun adanya cacat cela tu, take it as guidance for the future. And the Kumang, semuanya cantek2 ;)

Supang - 2nd Runner Up ('ayam sabung' gue)

RM10 (ahaks!...)

Sms that I received just now...

"Miss, bila mok claim RM10 ya? Team miss menang malam tadik," (something like that lah...)

Kejadian malam tadi... (Recall)

"Miss sokong team ne? France or Italy?,"
Hmmm, kinda susah nak decide, both memang I sokong...
But then, I said, "Italy."

Lagi soalan.
"Bet mok?... RM50?... "

"RM50? Alah, sik cukup cash la... RM10 la... "

Cut the story short, I tak tahu dan tak ingat langsung pasal the bet. Rugi la! Lagi bagus kalau I bet RM50, tak gitu?! But then, tak bagus menjadi tamak. Berpada-pada la kan?!

RM10 - better than nothing! Ahaks!!!

Cerita di hujung minggu...

Wedding invitation (again) for today... this time around at Kampung Pati (on the way to Serian). Dengan ahli 'keparats' yang lain (Marie&luther, Welma&hubby, Teddy, Mcken) in the house. I have to get ready early, cos my turn yang diambil awal. Gonna trim my hair first after work later. Aku dah mula angol dek kerana rambut belakang yg dah panjang.

At Welma's 2nd Wed Reception (L-R: Jasmine, Julia, Welma, Marie & Me)

Family Potrait

Oh ya, sister & family will be coming tomorrow. Meaning - aku akan dapat menghabiskan masa bersama anak-anak buahku yang nakal tue... I'm going to have my leave on Monday then (ganti sebab aku tak cuti gawai la tue...). They only will be flying back to Miri on Tuesday. Can't wait to see them.

Things going out smoothly so far. Just glad that I still can be friends with my ex, after all what had happened. Hopefully there will be no hate or anger. That's just the way life is.

Til then, Happy Father's Day to Apak, and to all the fathers out there.

*Selamat Pengantin Baru to Embah

*Happy father's day to dearest friends of mine: Alexius Birai (congrats on the 2nd new born) & Joe (1st timer jd bapak nie)

Cek la koyak di kain sendiri...

Ambil cermin, cermin diri dulu. Sebelum anda sibuk hendak mencari cacat cela orang lain. Maaf, bukan hendak mengutuk, tapi kenyataan. Tiada yang sempurna dijadikan di dunia. Kenyataan manusia yang suka sangat mengutuk, mencela, menghakimi orang lain. Sedangkan diri sendiri belum tentu sempurna.

Koyak di kain orang dia tahu. Walaupun koyak yang hanya sebesar lubang jarum. Tetapi, koyak di kain sendiri yang lagi besar dia tak nampak. Manusia, memang begitu, kan? Too busy to judge other people, biarpun diri sendiri yang memang dah tak betul.

Sebelum anda sibuk hendak cari kesilapan orang, carilah silap dan salah diri sendiri. And who are you to judge others? Just don't accuse and bother with the things that you don't know the situation is. Senang cakap, kalau tak tahu cerita, jangan memandai nak jadi pandai.

Don't bother, don't care, do you?

It says...

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

The Bottom Line

Your goodwill for a friend will help you overcome tensions that have been building.

In Detail

The conflict that has been brewing between you and another person is going to start to fade today, so you can breathe a big sigh of relief and enjoy getting friendly with them again. You might not know why or how the temperature has changed, but you'll be grateful that things are cool again. Your goodwill towards this person never really went away, and welcoming it back into the relationship will feel as comfortable as putting on a favorite pair of jeans.

P/s: The tense is there. How coincidence!

Selamat Hari Gawai

Holiday mood is in the air. But then, I'm still here at the office. Reasons: 1) I didn't apply for Gawai leave, 2) I'm not going back to Bintulu for the celebration, 3) busy for the result endorsement. Hmmm... Actually there is another 'silly' (for me) reason of not going back home.

And that is....

A bonus question: "When will you getting married?"

I'm tired and sick of the same question over and all over again.

Well, I'm not that desperate. Just to have someone to become my husband. As I remembered an old friend has asked, 'Are you seeking someone for the sake of having a boyfriend or for the sake of finding a husband-to-be?' Well, for now, it's not about finding someone as husband-to-be, but then finding the right person who can be there for me. Plus, what's the hurry? It will be done one day, it's just the matter of time, it's either YES, NO, NOT NOW or NOT YET. Dan, takkan dek kerana kebanyakan kawan dah kawin so aku pun kena kawin juga lah? ;)

Anyway, hari baik ni, I wish all Selamat Hari Gawai, gayu guru gerai nyamai nguan menoa. Nyangkung aku ngirup ai pengayu wai! OooHaaa... OooHaa... *CHEERS*

Super Sunday?

S.U.N.D.A.Y... Yes, Sunday. But I'm not gonna talk about Super Sunday in this post. Only choosing the title for fun ;p

Now, stuck in the office, WORKING. Today is the last final examination paper for the students. And us, the tutors have to invigilate, mati kutu aku bila bab2 invigilate. And this morning I supposed to attend a wedding of a friend. A friend that I haven't seen for ages, *gosh*! I actually manage to escape the invigilation (with permission) but then, all my good friends are not available to make it to the wedding. So, plan cancel for the morning and I have to stay here until the examination is done.

Luahan perasaan:
Rasa sakit hati sedikit kerana terpaksa bekerja pada hari Ahad. Di mana pada hari inilah, pada waktu ini, aku masih lagi di atas tilam, sleep like a baby, and wake up at noon. Routine. Membalas dendam tido di mana hari-hari biasa (Mon-Fri) aku bangun awal untuk bekerja. Hey, to tell you, I'm not a morning person. I never say HI to the sunrise (too bad). Plus, I feel bad working on Sunday, THAT IS BECAUSE I'M A CHRISTIAN, AND CHRISTIANS ARE PROHIBITED TO DO ANY WORKS ON THIS DAY. Tapi apa boleh buat, dek kerana tanggungjawab, but I just don't understand why some people just don't get it. Don't get me wrong here. Walaupun sakit hati, aku tetap akan tunaikan tanggungjawab. Close case.

At night have to attend another wedding of a dearest sis/best friend in Serian ('bout 45 mins drive from Kuching). Another wedding reception will be on 27 May in Sibu. Too bad I can't attend due to work (I'm so sorry Phia). And again, in December, another two will be in Sabah and Miri (waaa, kena belah la badan ku ini...). Tahun ni, banyak kengkawan dah/akan kawen. I guess, it's a good year then? *Wondering*

Another 1 hour before the exam end. Just can't wait. PATIENT, PATIENT... Happy Super Sunday!

*25 May 2008
Selamat pengantin baru to Afifah Ahmad (ex room mate UiTM Sarawak)
Selamat juga to Welma Douglas (oooo, ko lawan tauke ye, dua kali bersanding ;p)

*27 May 2008
To a dearest sis/captain/friend - Sophia Ujei

Let's the pics talk...

Views from 'Hotel Seribu Bintang' ;)DBKU Building & Clouds

Dark Cloud

Balcony Sight

Ahaks! Ya, di situlah tempatnya *wink*

W.A.N.T.E.D!

Enjoying the view, sambil2 membuang stress

Finally... the last day. Relieved!

Back wit lil spirit

I made it all tru the way! Yeah! I can be proud of myself even during the assessment there are several times I just wanna give up and quit the 3 days 2 nights 'vacation' ;) Joining me was Faridah, my best/ex classmate/roommate, where at the first day she just wanna quit and went back home (yelah, taukla rumah dekat jak oi!).

Me, too, was down and almost giving up. With me persuading her to stay, where we both are there to keep each other up, thank you, Iedah, without you, I don't think that I can stay. But for better or worse, we managed to khatam the assessment (you should be proud of yourself Iedah!).

And as back to work yesterday, with muscular pain all over the body, well, I am in the good spirit. Despite of the 'tough' experience that I had during those 3 days.

To be continued with photos...

P/s: Thank you, friend, for brighten up my days.

Assessment, here I come!

After considering many factors, I decided to go to the PAC for the PTD. As I said to Iedah (yang sesama g assessment), just do our best and go like we're gonna have fun then! Hmmm... What fun?!... ;)

"Good luck", my friend wishes me.

"What if I don't have the luck?", I asked.
I prefer it as "All the best!" (but does it makes any different? Well, yes, as I hardly believe in LUCK. I think it's better for me to try my best, than relying on the luck only, rite?!)

"Well, okay, all the best then!". Finally. The words that I wanna hear.

Will be gone through the assessment starting from tomorrow, til Sunday. Argh... sure it's gonna feels like years... Well, friends please pray for me, that everything will be just fine. Dunno why I'm so nervous, but then I don't hope, but try and pray the best I can.

The Promises

15 promises of Mary for the Rosary prayer:

1. Whoever shall faithfully serve me by the recitation of the Rosary, shall receive signal graces.

2. I promise my special protection and the greatest graces to all those who shall recite the Rosary.

3. The Rosary shall be a powerful armor against hell, it will destroy vice, decrease sin, and defeat heresies.

4. It will cause virtue and good works to flourish; it will obtain for souls the abundant mercy of God; it will withdraw the hearts of people from the love of the world and its vanities, and will lift them to the desire of eternal things. Oh, that souls would sanctify themselves by this means.

5. The soul which recommends itself to me by the recitation of the Rosary, shall not perish.

6. Whoever shall recite the Rosary devoutly, applying himself to the consideration of its Sacred Mysteries shall never be conquered by misfortune. God will not chastise him in His justice, he shall not perish by an unprovided death; if he be just, he shall remain in the grace of God, and become worthy of eternal life.

7. Whoever shall have a true devotion for the Rosary shall not die without the Sacraments of the Church.

8. Those who are faithful to recite the Rosary shall have during their life and at their death the light of God and the plentitude of His graces; at the moment of death they shall participate in the merits of the Saints in Paradise.

9. I shall deliver from purgatory those who have been devoted to the Rosary.

10. The faithful children of the Rosary shall merit a high degree of glory in Heaven.

11. You shall obtain all you ask of me by the recitation of the Rosary.

12. All those who propagate the Holy Rosary shall be aided by me in their necessities.

13. I have obtained from my Divine Son that all the advocates of the Rosary shall have for intercessors the entire celestial court during their life and at the hour of death.

14. All who recite the Rosary are my children, and brothers and sisters of my only Son, Jesus Christ.

15. Devotion of my Rosary is a great sign of predestination.

http://rosarycreations.com/rosarypromises.htm

P/s: Please keep me in your prayer my dear friends... I need it. And these promises are not meant to be broken.

Angry?

Anyone can become angry - that is easy.
But to be angry with the right person,
to the right degree,
at the right time,
for the right purpose,
and in the right way - this is not easy.

- Aristotle-

Well, yes, I was angry, a lil bit. And disappointed. Very disappointed. Can't explain much on that. Someone did make me angry (I still don't think ANGRY is the right word).

I am a sensitive person, with soft heart & fragile, even though I may look strong. At least some close friends aware of that. The close friends that I've known for years. I don't realize I can become so down and sad just because of what an old friend have said.

No matter how hurt I am just because of someone, I will forgive. It's not me to punish, but God.

To love someone, is to love their weaknesses. I can't force them to accept me just the way I am, the way I accept them. But then, I still remembered of what a dear friend of mine have said, do not be jealous with your friends, but then, be proud of them.

Yes, I'm hurt. And I'm sorry that I have hurt my friends, several times, I think, without me myself realize that they were hurt. I'm really sorry. And I had hurt the one that I love most, many times before, I hurt you, I was silly and mad and had gone crazy. Now, there are no excuses being angry without any good excuses. I've learned to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way. Well, damn, it's not easy.

Till then, enjoy this video clip from MUSE-UNINTENDED. Enjoy your weekend!

P/s: B.S.U.R.S.I.C.U.S.U.R

Suka vs Cinta

Antara suka dan cinta - Suka vs Cinta - dua benda tu memang tak sama. Selain dari ejaannya yang tak sama, obviously, S.U.K.A & C.I.N.T.A memang la tak sama. Dah start merapu...

Tapi, ada yang tak faham bahasa. Bila aku kata aku suka, aku suka ja la. Suka, bukan cinta. Lagi tak sama. Kenapa la orang tu boleh perasaan bila aku kata aku suka. C'mon, aku kata aku SUKA, that's all. Suka, bukan melibatkan perasaan batin atau rasa sayang aku. Tapi, budak tu tak faham bahasa. Apa dia ingat dia tu HEBAT sangat? Sampai semua perempuan pun syiok kat dia? Minta maap bebanyak, aku tak tau la dia tu memang jenis yang kuat perasaan atau pun dah tebiat dia macam tu. Alahai, entahla Labu...

Zaman sekarang ni, ada juga lelaki yang perasan ek? Or berperasaan macam tu... Yelah, apa la bezanya antara lelaki dan perempuan zaman sekarang kan?

:Masih lagi terfikirkan jejaka perasan itu:

Dulu & Sekarang

If kawan2 sekalian baca post sebelum yang ni, post tu tunjuk muka aku dulu. Dulu... time aku mula2 masuk keja. Dulu... time aku sentiasa bersemangat turun kerja. Dulu... time happy sesangat (tapi bukan maksud sekarang tak happy, tapi, kureng...). Dulu... time rambut aku panjang mengurai. Dulu... time aku kurus sikit.

Tapi itu dulu... time seronok. Time aku enjoy keja kat sini. Tapi yelah, nak komplen apa guna, at least aku ada keja sekarang ni. Ada gak kawan ku yang lain belum pun dapat kerja. Dulu aku memang suka la sangat. Tapi sekarang dah tak macam dulu lagi.

Sekarang... banyak member yang sekepala dan best semacam dah takda. Sekarang aku sorang ja yang tinggal. Aku ditinggalkan... haru biru aku. Aku dah takda semangat keja, semangat macam aku mula2 masuk sini, *sigh*. Hari-hari ku turun demi anak murid aku. Diaorang la 'buah hati pengarang jantung' aku. Kalau takda diaorang, aku pun tak dapat nak mengajar, kan?

Dulu & Sekarang - terlalu banyak bedanya.

If these pictures could speak...

Peace, kacang peas...

A moment like this...

The Best Birthday, ever...

The Place I rather be...

The things I love most...
Feeding time...

Posers... (miss u guys!)

Being with you...

... and you...

... & Teddy...

...

And most of all...
... being high&dry...

Well, those were the days. Those HAPPY DAYS...