The Name...

Welcoming Aleesya Hannah Roszaini - 4 days old today.

New Addition to the Family Updated

2 days old
It's a girl! Born on 23 Nov 2008 at 3.15pm, 3.55kg. Kakak gue selamat melahirkan baby girl! Tambahan kepada 2 notty lil boys! For the moment nama2 belum di finalise (bak kata kakak gue). Soon.

Leaving

People come and go, but the friendship remains.

Siti Sahmsiah, a friend in need, a collegue to brighten the days... all the best in your future undertaking.

But anyhow, I always find ways to cheer things up...

You see the green lizard? This pic was taken when Nick & I were back from lunch. He insisted to take the photo of the lizard but then again he made the lizard run away!

And...

The dog and the 'mouse'! (",)

Finally...

I thought of moving out from the old house next week, but then I managed to angkut all the stuffs by today. Pheww... I have just finished unpack the stuffs and my room setting. I am very tired by now... time lipat baju sempat gak testing baju2 lama... and most of the fav shirts are no longer fit. That's mean I really have to go a serious diet ;) so sayang all the clothes. But then I was thinking maybe I should donate it away to those who need it.

Look what I have found during the house cleaning...

Barang Antik!!!

(Kalau dulu pakai hp ni memang kaya siot. Aku try bawa, punya la berat. I cannot imagine if benda ni masih wujud, mesti jenuh tangan. Tapi... kalau takda yang lama, yang baru tentu takkan wujud kan? hehehe)

Barang lagi sikit yang nak dikemas-kemaskan. Tapi aku dah tak larat. Yang larat cuma duduk depan pc and blogging! Happy weekend to all!

Friday yang membosankan

Ari ni rasa bosan. Asyik2 takda motivation, hehehe... Memang rasa boring, and too many things at a time. Why can't it be one by one? Sabar je la... Esok Dato Presiden datang melawat. Maybe that's why la hari ni ku rasa semacam. Kalau tak, selalu nya thanks God it's Friday - but not this day.

I'm counting the days... Month end gonna move into new house. Dah memang gaya hidup merantau ni tempat tinggal tak tetap. Rumah baru tak jauh beza dari rumah lama - sama area lagi tu. Tak sampai 5 min kut if jalan kaki.

Nak dijadikan cerita, bayaran insurans bulan ni pulak terlebih bayar 2 kali. Sebab yang pertama kali bayar sendiri, yang second time tu debit bank baru dah approve. Kena tunggu refund pulak satu hal. Entah-entah sama gaji ujung bulan ni. Kalau tak, tunggu je. Itu satu hal...

Lagi kena servis kereta ujung bulan ni. Brek dia dah haus. Tukar lagi + servis. Tapi takpa, itu tandanya aku ada kerja dan ada tanggungjawab sebagai seorang yang berguna. Bukan hanya tau duduk rumah, makan, tido dan sewaktu dengannya, kekeke...

Am blogging at home. Not tru wireless or dial-up connection but tru hp broadband. Hahaha.. Knew bout it from a cousin, and wala! At first it won't work due to the hp driver is not installed in the laptop. WIth the magic of my 'hamba abdi' it sure does work!

You only have to subscribe broadband tru celcom *118# and register. Simple as that, with only RM6 for 24hrs. Online may be a bit slow, due to the traffic. So sakai one la me....

Packing

Aku dah pindah tempat. Pindah meja kerja. Tukar feng sui konon. Hopefully after this, things will be okay... Bukan tak sanggup nak pikul tanggungjawab as Program Manager lagi tapi aku nak concentrate mengajar student sahaja. Dengan cara tu, aku rasa aku boleh jadi pengajar yang berkaliber, cewah! Bukan juga tak tahan dengan stress, but most of the time, kerja terlalu banyak, bertubi2, sampai tak tahu yang mana nak dibuat. Bagi aku, mengajar paling penting. Kalau dah students terabai, nanti results diaorang pun terabai juga. Opppsss, bukan la niat nak complaint tp hanyalah luahan hati yang dah mmg sedia tak puas hati. Nak buat mcm mana lagi, dah cukup bersyukur sebab ada kerja, compare to those yang masih mengganggur, tak gitu?

Sekarang ni aku tgh blogging kat work station baru le... gambar nya nda ada. View blh tahan, ada sumber inspirasi. Menghadap Stampark Waterpark. Lain kali aku show off *wink*

Suka-suka merapu

Aku bosan. Kebosanan. Mengantuk. Pening. Fed up. Semualah. Bukan PMS ya, belum lagi. Just feel tired and piss off.

Kalau dah jadi bos patut tahu tanggungjawab. Dulu jadi staff banyak kompelin. Sekarang, baru tahu apa rasa aku. Bukan mengutuk sesapa. Siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas. Aku ada tahap kesabaran. Dulu aku buat keja sorang pun aku tak penah kompelin. Kalau dulu, aku bos, aku lah kuli, tak minta sapa-sapa pun tolong. Sekarang bukan aku tak nak tolong. Aku buat keja aku abis, baru aku tolong kamu balik, kalau kamu boleh faham itu.

Aku tahu apa itu TEAM WORK. Tapi kamu tak mahu tahu. Bukan salah aku. Sekarang kamu rasa sama ada TEAM WORK itu penting atau tidak.

Bukan salah aku kalau kamu jadi kelam kabut. Jadi baik sangat pun tak guna, nanti orang pijak kepala kamu. Jadi pengampu pun tak guna, kalau keja pun kamu tak tahu buat.

P/s: Luahan semata-mata. Pesanan penaja: get ur work done first before kamu mau bising2 sama orang lain. Jangan jadi ayam bertelur sebiji riuh sekampung!

Lost & Found

She was lost, but thank God she has been found by a friend. Daisy is back, with good condition, just a bit skinny than the last time.

Tgh menunggu masa utk mandi... (kutu all over the body)

P/s: Certain people don't know how to appreciate animals, apatah lagi nak appreciate manusia...! Fikirkan sendiri!

Daisy oh Daisy!

She was left alone outside the house. Without food or someone to take care of her. Pity Daisy. After a day, she went missing. Waaa... Daisy is missing.

Daisy...

I pray she can find her way back home. My 'hamba abdi' sudah jadi bingung... :0( Daisy... PULANGLAH...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL.
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

Exam Fever

This week is the first week of final exam. The last paper will be due on 27.09.2008 - means it's gonna be a busy time (markings, reports, meeting and the list goes on...).

I was down to memory lane when I was in the middle of invigilating Microbiology paper this morning. With 2hrs 30min (max time) I have nothing much to do (apart from walking around to make sure the students do not cheat) I can't help myself from 'berangan' ;)

Down to memory lane during exam fever when I was in UiTM & UNIMAS.

Memory Lane #1
Aku dan kengkawan tak tidur semalaman semata-mata memberi sokongan padu kepada member yang sorang ni. Kali kedua dia ambil paper tu sebab yang pertama kali tu dia fail. Pagi tu, dengan mata sembab yang masih belum tidur pun, blum mandi pun, geng 'keparats' pegi jogging, trus gi breakfast kat Dewan Makan, hehehe. Member tu pass kali kedua tu *wink*

Memory Lane #2
Dulu time exam suka call Cats FM bagi dedication. Alkisah la, geng2 'keparats' ni kena attack la tru stesen radio tu. Apalagi, kita attack balik. Kapten kitaorg siap2 cakap, "jangan jeles" ngeh ngeh. Esoknya budak2 laki tanya apa ke hal. Diaorang ingat kami orang main2 la pulak.

Memory Lane #3
Time kat UNIMAS takla macam di UiTM tu. Kat UiTM tinggal hostel, UNIMAS plak sewa rumah. So feel study tu lain. Takde la 'burning the midnight oil' macam di hostel. Kat hostel study sama2, supper sesama... Aku... Aku sibuk bdengkur kalau orang lain masih bertungkus-lumus. Konon jer letak alarm clock or minta kejutkan pukul 3 am nak sambung study balik. Bangun punya bangun dah pagi daaa... siap terus gi exam hall. Pas tu pulak jadi antara peserta yang terawal sekali keluar. Hancusss...

I dream of going back down to memory lane. How sweet! And to recall back those times, it sure does make me smile. Sometimes, somehow, we have to think of the good things so that life would be much more happening!

P/s: All the best to all the students esp to my combats (Diploma in Hospitality Management-Tourism & Certificate in Tourism Operation). Do not try so hard but do your best!

Kem Permai

Santubong... here I come!!!... (In the evening...).

Mount Santubong

Picture taken in the car while passing through Santubong Bridge.

Just to sport check students doing their package trip. Sampai-sampai je terus kena humban ke air (potong markah kang! ;p).

Sunset (pssttt... in d pic is not my bf ok! hehehe)

P/s: I can only post these two pictures. Cos pics yang lain tak lepas sirim beb! Sensored *wink*

Trip of the month: Sematan Palm Beach Resort

In the morning of 23 August 2008...
Yay! A week after Santubong Resort, I was off to Sematan Palm Beach Resort. This time around I was acompanied by 36 students. The weather was just perfect!

Selamat datai...
The rooms...

I think the rooms are cute!!! ^^

The restaurant...

The beach!...

It feels like I'm close to home...

And then, photo session, with all the combats in the house!

Can u find me in the pic? Ooopps... I was not ready.

Finally...

Off for another trip in the evening...

... to be continued

Trip of the month: Santubong Resort

I've been busy with students' activities for the past few weeks. And been busy for myself, keeping me occupied, apart from the attacked that I've gone tru in this blog. Here I am again, updating and keep on rocking the blogging world!

It was a nice visit to the Santubong Resort. Along with me were 33 notty students.

We were accompanied by Mdm Arninawati from HR Department (thank you so much!) to have a tour around Santubong Resort.

From the kitchen...
To the laundry...

To the ballroom...

Along the way...

Terima kasih daun keladi,
lain kali kami datang lagi!...

KARMA...

Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म kárma (help·info), kárman- "act, action, performance"^[1]; Pali: kamma) is the concept of "action" or "deed" in Indian religions understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

The philosophical explanation of karma can differ slightly between traditions, but the general concept is basically the same. Through the law of karma, the effects of all deeds actively create past, present, and future experiences, thus making one responsible for one's own life, and the pain and joy it brings to him/her and others. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala. In religions that incorporate reincarnation, karma extends through one's present life and all past and future lives as well.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Karma

Well, do you know what karma is? You think when you did something bad, karma will pays you back, in such a bad situation? How if you never done anything bad, does it counts then? Easy to say than done, easy to accuse and judging others without knowing the real situation is. How if it is not that bad? How can you be so sure? Then again, if you are a Christian do you still believe in the karma?

I just think it's up to an individual. Kalau orang tu buat jahat, biarlah karma yang menghukum. Kamu-kamu yang mengata tu pulak kenapa? Biar beringat, orang tu yang sibuk mengata orang lain pasti akan dibalas karma. If karma can punish the bad person, so let the nature do so. Who are you to judge? It's not me to punish but GOD.

p/s: btw, aku tak penah plak mengata nama org lain tu. tak sesuai!

Guest, mind ur language!

Dear GUEST,

Please mind your words. This blog bukan untuk mengutuk or what so ever. If GUEST do not satisfied please do see me. But don't attack me through my blog. I wonder what kind of person GUEST are. By calling me BABI, it's ok I guess... because it is my name. The name that given by my parents then. Friends, you do know who I am. Take me as I am. As I take you as you are.

I'm not piss off. It's not me to judge. No matter what I do, it's beyond my control. Love me or hate me, for what I am. I just feel down a bit. But then, LANTAK KAU LA GUEST, as long as I'm happy. GUEST not happy? Nasib badan beb! Kalau tak suka, boleh blah! I'll keep on blogging!

p/s: mind my language. blog ini bukan untuk kutuk mengutuk or bukan tempat melepas geram!

A proposal?

To think of it, I'm a bit scared.

Last night conversation...

Kaban: Kak nuan nyadi hamba abdi aku?

Beta terdiam sebentar. Dalam hati, what the heck? hamba abdi? menatang apa? kah kah kah...

Marcell: Nuan deh? Kak nuan nyadi hamba abdi aku?

Kah kah kah... apa punya aku. Dia tanya aku, aku tanya dia balik, hahahaha... Lucu ada gak. But then, things went out serious. I'm dead.... Cuak, aku cuak. Belum terfikir nak settle down lagi. Bukan kali ni ja, dah penah orang ajak aku kahwin. BUT I'M NOT THAT DESPERATE. Bear that in mind my "special best friend" (if you happen to read this). I can make my life simple if I want to. Simple as for me - kahwin, buat anak, duduk rumah & tak payah fikir macam mana nak bayar keta, credit card, insurans, sewa rumah & etc. But it's not my nature.

Jeng jeng jeng... Sabar kengkawan. Kalau betul, beta akan umumkan gak.

p/s: I'm still single by the way... ;)

Tragedi cuti yang lepas...

the sun @ 28th July 2008, 1.08pm

Unfortunately I can't take the full view of the circle cos it was too huge to fit in my hp camera ;) And as for today... rasa mengantuk yang teramat sangat cos I only managed to slept at 3.00am. And talking bout my sleeping time, it must be 8 hours or else I'll be a zombie (bad, huh?! huhuhu)
I'm damn sleepy!

Dan inilah dia, muka Pengurus Program Pengurusan yang kena audit itu - kesian dia, member lagila belum tido since yesterday! Caiyo2 NIck! (dia ni memang tak fotogenik pun!hehehe)

p/s: beta sedang lepak di operation room - layan rasa ngantuk sambil2 menggunakan kemudahan campus wifi (kalau tak guna rugi ja kolej install beb! muahahahaha) so, gunakan la kemudahan yang ada...

My Baby you...

Birthday of the month...

Mohamad Afiq Ikmal, 4 years old, tis 28th July 2008

p/s: I'll be having a day off on Monday before working my ass off for the Malaysia Qualification Agency (known as LAN before) for Management course. The visit will be on 30th July - 1st Sept. Caiyo2!

Have a heart...

Do you have a heart? A heart to love? A heart to care? A heart to give and take? A heart to forgive and forget?

Well yes, I do have a heart, even if my friends are out of sight, still they are close to my heart.

Even if I have new friends, but how can I forget the old ones?

No matter how great the distance is,
no matter how long since our last met,
no matter how hard for us to be together,
no matter how bad the situation is,
I'll be right here no matter what.

I'll lend my ears to listen,
shoulder to cry on,
even miles apart...

p/s: You can't please everybody. Don't let criticism worry you.

Congrats!!!

Empunya pic: Vivien Joseph a.k.a Vj

Congratulations for being offered to Unimas (International Business). You make me proud and I just can't wait to see you again!!!

To change or not to...

I've always wanted to modified my car, but in 7 years to come (lepas abis bayar loan la tu). Yesterday, there was an offer to exchange the original rim with the sports one. Peluang dah ada beb! Ada pulak second thoughts!

The original rim

The sports rim...

Hmmm... to change or not to change... will decide later... *wink*

Close Up

Kumang

Dayung

Keligit

......

'jelegit' (Mr. Nicholas in the house!)

PTPL Ngiling Bidai 2008

Date : 28 June 2008 (Saturday)

Venue : Stampark Hall

Agenda for the night was the search for the Kumang Gawai for 3 ethnic groups in Sarawak, namely Iban, Bidayuh & Orang Ulu. I was there as judge for the Kumang (last minute call), apart from two other collegue, Nicholas & Dolly. And too bad as judge I can't took pictures, my photographer terjun plak ambil pic blur2. But then, I managed to took few pictures ;)

Well, what can I say... It was a successful event, even tough there were some 'cacat cela'. At first, upon arrival, as a judge, there's no protocol involved. I have to ask around where were the judges will be seated. Tak la minta layanan VIP but then it should be proper (at least!).

TWO, tentative program pun takda, alamatnya, juri terkebil-kebil. Alahai!

THREE, blackout la pulak, for about 5 min, I think. Bila dah time bloackout, students plak macam dalam zoo... screaming here & there. C'mon people, you are in a college, tak sepatutnya pelajar kolej berperangai macam tu... *sigh*

Anyway, credit to the Majlis Perwakilan Pelajar & Kebudayaan PTPL for making the event successful. Deep down, I'm proud of you people even sometimes you didn't get full support from others. Walaupun adanya cacat cela tu, take it as guidance for the future. And the Kumang, semuanya cantek2 ;)

Supang - 2nd Runner Up ('ayam sabung' gue)

RM10 (ahaks!...)

Sms that I received just now...

"Miss, bila mok claim RM10 ya? Team miss menang malam tadik," (something like that lah...)

Kejadian malam tadi... (Recall)

"Miss sokong team ne? France or Italy?,"
Hmmm, kinda susah nak decide, both memang I sokong...
But then, I said, "Italy."

Lagi soalan.
"Bet mok?... RM50?... "

"RM50? Alah, sik cukup cash la... RM10 la... "

Cut the story short, I tak tahu dan tak ingat langsung pasal the bet. Rugi la! Lagi bagus kalau I bet RM50, tak gitu?! But then, tak bagus menjadi tamak. Berpada-pada la kan?!

RM10 - better than nothing! Ahaks!!!

Cerita di hujung minggu...

Wedding invitation (again) for today... this time around at Kampung Pati (on the way to Serian). Dengan ahli 'keparats' yang lain (Marie&luther, Welma&hubby, Teddy, Mcken) in the house. I have to get ready early, cos my turn yang diambil awal. Gonna trim my hair first after work later. Aku dah mula angol dek kerana rambut belakang yg dah panjang.

At Welma's 2nd Wed Reception (L-R: Jasmine, Julia, Welma, Marie & Me)

Family Potrait

Oh ya, sister & family will be coming tomorrow. Meaning - aku akan dapat menghabiskan masa bersama anak-anak buahku yang nakal tue... I'm going to have my leave on Monday then (ganti sebab aku tak cuti gawai la tue...). They only will be flying back to Miri on Tuesday. Can't wait to see them.

Things going out smoothly so far. Just glad that I still can be friends with my ex, after all what had happened. Hopefully there will be no hate or anger. That's just the way life is.

Til then, Happy Father's Day to Apak, and to all the fathers out there.

*Selamat Pengantin Baru to Embah

*Happy father's day to dearest friends of mine: Alexius Birai (congrats on the 2nd new born) & Joe (1st timer jd bapak nie)

Cek la koyak di kain sendiri...

Ambil cermin, cermin diri dulu. Sebelum anda sibuk hendak mencari cacat cela orang lain. Maaf, bukan hendak mengutuk, tapi kenyataan. Tiada yang sempurna dijadikan di dunia. Kenyataan manusia yang suka sangat mengutuk, mencela, menghakimi orang lain. Sedangkan diri sendiri belum tentu sempurna.

Koyak di kain orang dia tahu. Walaupun koyak yang hanya sebesar lubang jarum. Tetapi, koyak di kain sendiri yang lagi besar dia tak nampak. Manusia, memang begitu, kan? Too busy to judge other people, biarpun diri sendiri yang memang dah tak betul.

Sebelum anda sibuk hendak cari kesilapan orang, carilah silap dan salah diri sendiri. And who are you to judge others? Just don't accuse and bother with the things that you don't know the situation is. Senang cakap, kalau tak tahu cerita, jangan memandai nak jadi pandai.

Don't bother, don't care, do you?

It says...

Sagittarius (Nov 22 - Dec 21)

The Bottom Line

Your goodwill for a friend will help you overcome tensions that have been building.

In Detail

The conflict that has been brewing between you and another person is going to start to fade today, so you can breathe a big sigh of relief and enjoy getting friendly with them again. You might not know why or how the temperature has changed, but you'll be grateful that things are cool again. Your goodwill towards this person never really went away, and welcoming it back into the relationship will feel as comfortable as putting on a favorite pair of jeans.

P/s: The tense is there. How coincidence!

Selamat Hari Gawai

Holiday mood is in the air. But then, I'm still here at the office. Reasons: 1) I didn't apply for Gawai leave, 2) I'm not going back to Bintulu for the celebration, 3) busy for the result endorsement. Hmmm... Actually there is another 'silly' (for me) reason of not going back home.

And that is....

A bonus question: "When will you getting married?"

I'm tired and sick of the same question over and all over again.

Well, I'm not that desperate. Just to have someone to become my husband. As I remembered an old friend has asked, 'Are you seeking someone for the sake of having a boyfriend or for the sake of finding a husband-to-be?' Well, for now, it's not about finding someone as husband-to-be, but then finding the right person who can be there for me. Plus, what's the hurry? It will be done one day, it's just the matter of time, it's either YES, NO, NOT NOW or NOT YET. Dan, takkan dek kerana kebanyakan kawan dah kawin so aku pun kena kawin juga lah? ;)

Anyway, hari baik ni, I wish all Selamat Hari Gawai, gayu guru gerai nyamai nguan menoa. Nyangkung aku ngirup ai pengayu wai! OooHaaa... OooHaa... *CHEERS*

Super Sunday?

S.U.N.D.A.Y... Yes, Sunday. But I'm not gonna talk about Super Sunday in this post. Only choosing the title for fun ;p

Now, stuck in the office, WORKING. Today is the last final examination paper for the students. And us, the tutors have to invigilate, mati kutu aku bila bab2 invigilate. And this morning I supposed to attend a wedding of a friend. A friend that I haven't seen for ages, *gosh*! I actually manage to escape the invigilation (with permission) but then, all my good friends are not available to make it to the wedding. So, plan cancel for the morning and I have to stay here until the examination is done.

Luahan perasaan:
Rasa sakit hati sedikit kerana terpaksa bekerja pada hari Ahad. Di mana pada hari inilah, pada waktu ini, aku masih lagi di atas tilam, sleep like a baby, and wake up at noon. Routine. Membalas dendam tido di mana hari-hari biasa (Mon-Fri) aku bangun awal untuk bekerja. Hey, to tell you, I'm not a morning person. I never say HI to the sunrise (too bad). Plus, I feel bad working on Sunday, THAT IS BECAUSE I'M A CHRISTIAN, AND CHRISTIANS ARE PROHIBITED TO DO ANY WORKS ON THIS DAY. Tapi apa boleh buat, dek kerana tanggungjawab, but I just don't understand why some people just don't get it. Don't get me wrong here. Walaupun sakit hati, aku tetap akan tunaikan tanggungjawab. Close case.

At night have to attend another wedding of a dearest sis/best friend in Serian ('bout 45 mins drive from Kuching). Another wedding reception will be on 27 May in Sibu. Too bad I can't attend due to work (I'm so sorry Phia). And again, in December, another two will be in Sabah and Miri (waaa, kena belah la badan ku ini...). Tahun ni, banyak kengkawan dah/akan kawen. I guess, it's a good year then? *Wondering*

Another 1 hour before the exam end. Just can't wait. PATIENT, PATIENT... Happy Super Sunday!

*25 May 2008
Selamat pengantin baru to Afifah Ahmad (ex room mate UiTM Sarawak)
Selamat juga to Welma Douglas (oooo, ko lawan tauke ye, dua kali bersanding ;p)

*27 May 2008
To a dearest sis/captain/friend - Sophia Ujei

Let's the pics talk...

Views from 'Hotel Seribu Bintang' ;)DBKU Building & Clouds

Dark Cloud

Balcony Sight

Ahaks! Ya, di situlah tempatnya *wink*

W.A.N.T.E.D!

Enjoying the view, sambil2 membuang stress

Finally... the last day. Relieved!