Don't you remember...

The reason you love me...

Can't sleep and it's almost 3am erkkkk...

Tomorrow work after 1 week of Raya break.

So try to sleep listening to Adele's.

Don't you remember is one of the favourites.

Life is good. I never want to look back and regret what had happened in the past, but instead, I am thankful for yesterday made who I am today. Life is a blessing and no matter what bad thing that happen,  it will pass eventually. 

And I wish the best for you too... xoxo

Whitney Houston R.I.P. - One Moment In Time (Grammy Awards Live)

Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You [Official Music Video]

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin’ in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I’m so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn’t let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories

Sarah McLachlan - Angel [Official Music Video]

Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There’s always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it’s hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I’ll find some peace tonight

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there

So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There’s vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don’t make no difference
Escaping one last time
It’s easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
This glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
You’re in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here

Chris Medina - What Are Words

I'm touch by this lyric, based on his real life experience. It makes me realize that life is unexpected, and we should be thankful and grateful for what happens, for what we have, cos not all of us in this world are lucky as someone/somebody. Anyway, enjoy the song and the lyric.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

*hugs&kisses*

In Loving Memory ...

Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long
I can't believe you're gone
You still live in me
I feel you in the wind
You guide me constantly

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
And ill come home and I miss your face so
Smiling down on me
I close my eyes to see

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I carry the things that remind me of you
In loving memory of
The one that was so true
Your were as kind as you could be
And even though you're gone
You still mean the world to me

I've never knew what it was to be alone, no
Cause you were always there for me
You were always there waiting
But now I come home and it's not the same, no
It feels empty and alone
I can't believe you're gone

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

I'm glad he set you free from sorrow
I'll still love you more tomorrow
And you will be here with me still

And what you did you did with feeling
And You always found the meaning
And you always will
And you always will
And you always will

Ooo's

And I know, you're a part of me
And it's your song that sets me free
I sing it while I feel I can't hold on
I sing tonight cause it comforts me

P/s: Miss u badly Mak *sob*sob*

Letters to Juliet

Dear Claire,

What and If are two words as non-threatening as words can be. But put them together side-by-side and they have the power to haunt you for the rest of your life: What if? What if? What if? I don't know how your story ended but if what you felt then was true love, then it's never too late. If it was true then, why wouldn't it be true now? You need only the courage to follow your heart. I don't know what a love like Juliet's feels like - love to leave loved ones for, love to cross oceans for but I'd like to believe if I ever were to feel it, that I will have the courage to seize it. And, Claire, if you didn't, I hope one day that you will.

All my love,
Juliet


Review: ahhhh... the modern version of Romeo & Juliet. I always love this epic of Shakespeare, hence I would give it 8/10. I just love Sophie (Amanda Seyfried) in this movie. Next movie review gonna be EAT, PRAY, LOVE, with Julia Roberts in it. I always have the love for you Julia ;)

Til then, xoxo

Grief...

Extracted from Grey's Anatomy Season 6 Episode 1: Good Mourning

Meredith: According to Elisabeth Kübler-Ross, when we're dying or have suffered a catastrophic loss, we all move through five distinct stages of grief. We go into denial because the loss is so unthinkable we can’t imagine it’s true. We become angry with everyone, angry with survivors, angry with ourselves. Then we bargain. We beg. We plead. We offer everything we have, we offer our souls in exchange for just one more day. When the bargaining has failed and the anger is too hard to maintain, we fall into depression, despair, until finally we have to accept that we’ve done everything we can. We let go. We let go and move into acceptance.

STILL COPING WITH LIFE
STILL DON'T BELIEVE WHAT HAD HAPPENED
STILL FIGURE THINGS OUT
STILL WEEP AND GRIEF FOR THE LOST

REST IN PEACE MAK... I MISS YOU SO MUCH!

Life is Beautiful

I got this from my yahoo mail... I was fascinated by the nice view... enjoy it...

Low clouds over a volcano

This one takes a moment to figure out

Wonder what it's pointing to?

Luminescence is beautiful

The world going to sleep.

I want to live here.

I would love to know how this happened.

Niagara Falls at night.

How austere!

Hope you remembered to fill the tank!

Winter in the Smokies.

Safety note: Never go swimming alone.

Slippery when wet!

Even on your darkest day there is a silver lining!

Now, that's a shower.

Life is Beautifull!!!...

xoxo

Wind Cave

Almost 11 yrs stay di Kuching, ini kali kedua melawat Wind Cave kat Bau, Kch. The last time i think it was 5 yrs back. That time cuma ada satu bangunan je. Last Thursday ikut trip kelas Pengurusan Rekreasi, cun2 masa takda class. Sekali sekala out from the office to reduce stress (kononnya la). Nang berubah abis la Wind Cave sekarang, macam dah confuse pulak dengan Fairy Cave.

Pic of the day...

Gelap gelita sebenarnya tau...

Sbahagian dalam gua...

Main entrance...

Group pic...

Well, I had fun walaupun lepas tu sakit kaki sebab lama dah tak berjalan. Harus dibuat selalu supaya mental dan fizikal sihat. Lagi best g ramai2 mcm gini. The more the merrier kan?!

xoxo

Nyesal...

We take things for granted...

I TOOK THINGS FOR GRANTED...

Ku nemu ia dah sakit... Ku nemu ia berubat ba Kuching tok. Tapi ku madah anang guai, ila meh temu ia. Kategal sibuk/ndai masa konon aku tadi. Laban malam sigi ndai bejalai. Rutin harian-pulai keja-masak-mandi-tv.

Malam tadi, tudah tuai nyau nadai. Kidney failure. Sigi dah ndai harapan gik kok doc. Akai dai, asai ati aku Tuhan jak nemu. Nyesal mai nda btemu enggau ia lebuh ka agi idup. Nyak meh ko aku td-I TOOK THINGS FOR GRANTED.

Alice Joseph-menyadi tuai bini kazen aku. Ipar aku meh nyak. Suba ia keja ba klinik Dr. Rundi di Bintulu din. Aku ngenang tudah tuai ti manah amat, nda kedekut enggau orang taja pan ukai diri sebilik. Amat2 asai bersalah mai aku laban ti nda ngiga masa even sekejap ka bertemu enggau ia.

Mungkin nyak kelemahan aku-peluang dah bisi tapi aku nda ngaga utai nyak sampai masa udah terlambat baru aku terasa. I WON'T promise but I TRY to spare the time for family and friends more from now on. Tajapan jauh tauk ka semak.

Rest in Peace Elizabeth James. You will be missed dearly by all of us.

xoxo

Kebenaran....

Atau hanya lakonan semata2?...

Mengenang olah orang; pun bukan orang lain; kawan sendiri.

Would you lie to your friends?

Kalau setakat berkawan sehari dua, takpa, kalau dah berkawan dari kecil, kalau dah macam adik beradik, kalau dah percaya sangat dengan orang tu, sanggup ke menipu?

Kalau setakat penipuan sekali, dua kali, boleh ku terima. If dah sampai kali ke-3, sorry my friend. Penipuan sekali dua takpa, but I also have my limit. But then, why you have to lie?

Mun kau sik mauk madah yang sebetulnya pun sik apa, tapi jangan BULAK. I will try to understand; support; be here anytime whenever you need me. But with all those LIES, you made me hate you even more than my enemies.

Pike2 balik, never mind, life is fair enough to us. With all the LIES, I just hope you live a better life. I wonder how fair can life treat you in the future?

I can forgive you my friend-but I won't forget. After all the LIES that you have made for the past years we have been friend.

xoxo

Ayam...

Ayam bukan sebarang ayam tau ... hehehe...

Ikut zodiak cina, orang yang lahir Tahun Ayam bertuah di tahun 2010. Tak kirala dari segi kewangan, kesihatan dan kerjaya. Tapi, hubungan dengan ahli keluarga agak renggang, especially yang tinggal jauh dari family. Jadi, komunikasi pun kurang. Untuk mengelakkan kejadian tersebut berlaku, so rajin2 la call/hubungi orang rumah.

Tapi, jangan sekadar berharap sahaja pada feng shui. Yang itu sebagai dorongan untuk berjaya dan motivasi pada diri.

Jadi ayam2 sekalian, berkokok la dengan lantang! Huhuhu....


xoxo

My New Sweetheart...

Syukur ke atas rezeki yang dikurniakan... My new Sweetheart....
Mine is white colour... sayangnya takda biru... huhuhu tapi sangat bersyukur daripada tiada hehe...

Sekarang malas nak update blog. Latest news pun MQA dah abis, so abisla bebanan hari ke hari. Fikiran pun dah tak kusut lagi. Thanks God for everything - and for not giving up no matter how stress or how hard it is.

Teringat lagu Live Like We Dying...

xoxo

Happy New Year!!!

Goodbye 2009...

HELLO 2010...

May the year brings good luck to all of us. Amen.

xoxo

Happy Birthday....

to me... LOLs...

Yes, a year older & wiser *muax*

Dengan berakhirnya hari ulang tahun kelahiran dan dengan bertambahnya umur, terasa bersemangat for the xmas and new year... Sebab nya adalah:

1) I share the birthdate with my 2 collegues;

2) Lately I was busy organising a dinner for School of Hospitality and Culinary Arts and it was on my birthday - Dec 17th LOLs;

3) I had 5 cakes this year - yang terbanyak setakat ini (1st from Evan's Mom, 2nd from Natasha my student, 3rd also from the students - Carlmen and d gang, 4th from anak mami - Adrian & Barny, and finally from Malar and d gang). Thank you so much... Lots of Muaxxxx...

4) Mendapat anak buah yang ke-4... Mohamad Amir Idzudin - born on 9th Dec 2009... lots of kisses from mami...

Here some of the photos...

Cake #3

Cake #4
Cake #5

Dolly & I

Till then...
Have a nice weekend. xoxo

Back to Work!

Dah 3 hari bekerja... malas memang ader hehehe... KALAU la boleh cuti BERGAJI selama SEBULAN, hukhuk...

Seminggu bercuti macam tak cukup masa... Most of the time at my sis' house spending quality time with my niece and nephew... rindu nya dengan si Aleesya yang baru 11 bulan tapi dah pandai berjalan dan panjat kerusi. She's very naughty!

Gambar next time la post - masih sibuk dengan kelas bermula, seperti biasa semester2 yang lepas... kalau nak tengok gak gi la my FB heheh...

till then. ciao

On Vacation

Punya la malas nak update blog. But then again... kena update juga walaupun malas. Sekarang tgh tunggu jam nak blepas.
Cuti? Yeap...
Journey to Miri... Details in d next post.

Jadi Baik ke Jahat...

Kalau terlampau baik, kena pijak kepala atau people will take things for granted.

Kalau jadi jahat lagilah aku tak berkenan. Masalahnya tak tahu macam mana nak buat jahat dengan orang.

Lumrah manusia - Mula2 hendak orang tolong, bukan main lagi. Mulut manis, perangai elok. Bila dah okay sikit, amboi, lupa dunia. Bukan nak mengungkit, sekadar mengingatkan.

Pendekkan cerita, kalau tak nak dilambung ombak, jangan berumah di tepi pantai. Hati aku memang sakit, tapi tak payah la story. Lu pike la sendiri masalah lu. Kalo lu hebat sangat, hiduplah seorang diri-tak payah ada family atau kawan-kawan. Tengok lu betul hebat ka tidak.

I pissed off! Apalah malang aku... ke engkau yang malang?! Salah ka aku hidup senang bila aku dulu pernah hidup susah? Salah ka aku to make my life much more better than before?

P/s: Sekadar luahan lepas geram ...

...

I just don't like to hang out with someone who is irresponsible and not serious.

Please, why can't you at least finish your work FIRST then you can play later?

You don't deserve to be here.

Period.

Scary Thoughts...

Takut mati? MUNGKIN bagi saya. Touch wood. Tapi memikirkan kehidupan selepas mati lagi menakutkan...

Gempa bumi di Sumatera Barat;
Taufan di Filipina;
Tsunami di Samoa...

Petanda apa? Bukan berfikiran tahyul, tapi bila difikirkan, apakah logik di sebalik semua kejadian yang telah berlaku?
1) Global warming - menjadikan keadaan cuaca menjadi tidak tentu? ATAU
2) Petanda dari Tuhan menyatakan dunia semakin hampir kepada penghujungnya?

Apa pun alasannya, jangan kita lupa dan leka dengan apa yang kita ada; kerana semuanya boleh lenyap dalam sekelip mata; BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita ada; kerana bukan semua orang lahir dalam kekayaan; kebahagiaan; kegembiraan; tapi apa yang membezakannya adalah bagaimana kita menerima semuanya dengan seadanya.

Just another SCARY thoughts that I have in mind lately, but then, why worry? Tuhan ada agenda Nya yang tersendiri...

Jesus spoke of a day of unequaled destruction and suffering

Bible prophecy: Matthew 24:21-22
Prophecy written: During the first century


In Matthew 24:21-22, Jesus says that there would come a time of unequaled suffering. Many people have offered their opinions about this prophecy, claiming that it has already happened, or that it is happening, or that it will happen in the future. Some opinions involve claims of widespread disease and famine, or terrorism, or nuclear war, etc. And, so, it can be easy to overlook the good news contained in this prophecy: No matter what happens in this world, no matter how bad things get, God ultimately is in control. And, as we learn from other verses, such as John 3:16, no matter what happens, those who believe in Jesus are given the gift of salvation and eternal life with God. - Copyright © George Konig, Ray Konig and 100Prophecies.org

Matthew 24:21-22:

21 For then there will be great distress, unequaled from the beginning of the world until now—and never to be equaled again.

22 If those days had not been cut short, no one would survive, but for the sake of the elect those days will be shortened.

All who believe in Jesus will be saved

Bible prophecy: John 3:16
Prophecy written: During the first century
Prophecy fulfilled: Currently being fulfilled

In books, movies and Internet articles, so much attention is given to the prophecies that foretell the future of the world that we sometimes overlook the prophecies that foretell our own futures, on an individual basis. Consider, for example, John 3:16, in which Jesus prophesies that anyone who believes in him will be given the gift of eternal life with God. - Copyright © George Konig, Ray Konig and 100Prophecies.org

John 3:16:

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

(http://www.100prophecies.org/page9.htm)

xoxo

Tahniah dan Syukur....

First of all, congratulation to my dearest Momoy - for becoming mummy... your baby soooo damn cute, like me! hehehe... and I'm proud of you Moy...

Dan syukur kepada Tuhan, atas rezeki yang aku terima... cos I've worked hard for it, and I'm thankful. Better have than never, and I know I deserve it...

xoxo

Enda tentu...

Akai, lelak ngetat ka mua ari ba Kuching tok. Hujan panas nadai tentu. Raya panas ari maia ari siang. Nasib gak bisi gak celap mimit malam sepik ku. Kadang-kadang ujan gak ari pama lemai tau ka malam. Well, aku lebih suka ari hujan ari ngetat ka panas. Ditambah agi enggau jerebu bdau gak surut, ne agik debu alai orang ngaga jalai. Akaidai...

Bala nembiak final exam minggu tok tadi sampai minggu baru, bisi gak rileks mimit. Udah ambis exam nyau start sibuk baru gak ngadu ka bala cdak fail enggau marking.

Ms Floe is around. Malam legik aku neman ia agai kawin kaban kami siko. Sebedau nyak suping 'wedding gift' dolok kami duai ia ;)

Well, i wish it rains today.

Birthday Wish to...

Miss Flocy Lin - jauh dimata dekat dihati ;)

When God made u he was having a good day! coz ur so special, so kindhearted, that it's difficult to tell in words ... CHEERS!

xoxo

Sometimes...

Sometimes, I just like to be alone...

Sometimes, I just wanna be by myself...

Sometimes, I just wanna be lost in my own thoughts...

So, PLEASE, leave me alone.

xoxo

Hmmm...

So far things doing fine but lately too busy to update ;0)

Briefly what I have in mind:

1. Still thinking when to go back HOME for a short holiday - October / December

2. Plan to celebrate Merdeka Day AWAY from Kuching

3. Hmmm... Still thinking, thinking, and thinking lols

xoxo

Baik dan buruk...

Tak semua benda itu sempurna. Bila banyak duit, kita mungkin kekurangan benda lain. Bila kita gembira, kadang-kadang kita mungkin akan bersedih. There's up and down. Macam roda, sekejap di atas, masa yang akan datang, mungkin kita di bawah. Jadi, dengan bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, hidup akan menjadi lebih baik. Bukan setakat sit and wait, macam menunggu duit jatuh dari langit, instead melaburlah di bank or berusaha mencari wang lebih, kalau tak pun beli nombor ekor pun dah dikira berusaha (walaupun duit tak confirm dapat but at least we try :p).

Apapun yang terjadi, seteruk mana pun, kena beringat, yang teruk itu tidaklah seteruk mana keadaan orang lain. Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Walaupun kekadang kita mudah lupa, kejayaan dan kesenangan takkan datang tanpa usaha.

Lord I thank you for what you have given me. For the family and friends that I can count on no matter what. For friends who understand it all and accepting me just the way I am.

P/s: Despite of the bad result of my students and mentees that give me headache, despite the work load that makes me fall sick... I am THANKFUL. xoxo

I just hate being here...

Given back time and place, I knew I shouldn't be here :(

Oh well, never mind then, 1 more day to go... the next thing I'll know I'll be better...

xoxo

Baka ahli korporat ajak...

Apuuu... busy aku mengalahkan menteri... nda nemu keni kak madah... sampai kak bernafas pan nda ulih...

Syukur Kuching nda la panas gilak, compare enggau menua aku Bintulu din. Bisi gak hujan ba Kuching walaupun mengganggu jadual jogging aku ;) (baka gak rajin mai kak jog, sigi d ajih ka ujan neh!). Bisi gak asai celap-nyamai tinduk malam.

Tengah bulan tok legik ku pulai Bintulu-not driving this time then, but I fly hehehe... Hopefully ulih lepas stress and spend time with family & friends. Hopefully hati and kepala otak jadi tenang.

Time tok sibuk kak prepare for Dinner Mentor-Mentee malam ari enam tok-kami mentor tok ngaga persembahan menari malam nyak. Jangan marah, cha cha lagu Sway by Pussy Cat Doll you... hehehe... Til then, ciao

xoxo

Well...

I got nothing to write for the moment; but in brief, I'm gonna share what I'm goin to do in this particular month:

1. Gawai was okay. Well, ti umur dah majak tuai enda entu gak kak berami bendar baka ka biak suba. Ngirup pan enda entu. Pelaba ka aku nadai mood aku gawai tahun tok, duno why... semadi ngeruh ka ai enggau orang poco2. sapa salah kena ukum ngirup, hehehe... baka ka tuai gak umur tok. I was driving to and from Bintulu, dengan jaya dan selamat nya (from Kch-Btu bertolak 8.30am arrived Btu 7pm/from Btu-Kch bertolak 9.30am arrived Kch 7pm). What a journey....

2. Semester baru dah start... long semester with 6 subjects. Well, that explain why I didn't updated my blog regularly. Too much info and too many things to be settled first. Oh my, I just pray that I can be a lot more patient and manageable.

3. I miss my close frens-suddenly. Well, tonight I'm goin to meet Flo lepas dia abis kursus kat Grand Con. Tak sabar nak bgossip hehehe...

Till then, gtg... keja tunggu wei, hehehe...

xoxo

Hafiz in da House!

He's the winner of AF7 and still a humble person. We love u Hafiz! Today, trek celebriti shoot di kolej 'tersayang' bersama2 Hafiz. Maka tutor2 yang memang over (mcm kami, hehe) tak lepas peluang tengok Hafiz dari dekat. Sesi bergambar? Why not? LOLs...

Bersama parents Hafiz dan producer

Sesi temuramah bersama Jimmy

And lastly... -HAFIZ such a sweet boy *wink*

xoxo

Tahniah...

Congrats to HAFIZ for becoming the winner of Akademi Fantasia 7. What can I say-sebagai bekas tutor Hafiz, You make me proud!

P/s: Nak tumpang Honda Accord *xoxo*

Just Can't Wait

Yippie! Annual leave approved. I'll be going home for gawai this time - DRIVING. Excited sangat nak tunggu hari tu... The last time pakai jalan darat Bintulu-Kuching was 3 years back. Hopefully everthing will be alright.

Kena buat certain keja dulu baru boleh cuti dengan aman. Exam reports, compilation lagi... duh! but nevermind... pas tu boleh cuti seminggu tu kan... lol

Nak check kereta in good condition ke tak. It's a lllloooooooonnnnggggggggg way to go ;)

xoxo

Updated...

Well, I didn't pass the exam. Kena tunggu rayuan lagi. Never mind then, it's not the end of the world. What matter the most is I will not give up ;)

xoxo

Countdown...

After days of waiting and waiting with less sleep and appetite the clock start to tickling... countdown to 12pm by today, dats mean 2 hours to go, AGAIN?! Oh my, this feeling is killing me. Despite that, I know I still have the support from dearest friends out there (you know who you are). Thanks a lot for all the prayers and all the support. No matter what the verdict is, I know I have to move on and keep on trying as it is not the end of the world. The world is so big to give up upon such a thing rite?

Here's a poem by a dearest friend I know I have your support no matter what *wink*

No one can know the potential,
Of a life that is committed to win;
With courage - the challenge it faces,
To achieve great success in the end!

So, explore the Dimension of Greatness,
And believe that the world CAN be won;
By a mind that is fully committed,
KNOWING the task can be done!

Your world has no place for the skeptic,
No room for the DOUBTER to stand;
To weaken your firm resolution
That you CAN EXCEL in this land!

We must have VISION TO SEE our potential,
And FAITH TO BELIEVE that we can;
Then COURAGE TO ACT with conviction,
To become what GOD MEANT us to be!

So, possess the strength and the courage,
To conquer WHATEVER you choose;
It's the person WHO NEVER GETS STARTED,
That is destined FOREVER to lose!

xoxo

Birthday Wish...

... to Ms Flora,
best wishes in everything you do! muax

xoxo

I never feel like this... Wondering how long I will be like this. NO. It's not bout relationship but it's something else. I'm down, frustrated, demotivated. Oh God, help me to be strong and hold on each n every day. I just can't bear it anymore but do I have any other choices? Yes, I do. It's just the matter of time. Time... Penantian itu satu penyiksaan. Cross fingers

xoxoxo

For your pleasure

Awww... it touch me... what do you think?

Keep me hanging...

Ridiculous?
Bachelor in Business Management majoring Tourism - will be teaching English starting tomorrow for 7 weeks.
Or hilarious?

Ridiculous?
Students no: 70++

Ridiculous?
Hours teaching per week: 24 (Out of 8.30am - 5.30am working hours - supposedly working hour starts at 9am-5pm)
Overtime anyone? Nope.

Ridiculous?
Free time: 14 hours (excluding lunch hour - 12.30pm-1.30pm everyday)

Oh God, give me strength!!!...

Again, who am I to complain?! I'm only human so please forgive me.

P/s: Lets kick a**.

Tagged by Fizza

The challenge is :

1) go to your picture holder in your computer.

2) go to 6th folder of photos

3) go to 6th picture of that folder* put the picture on your blog n description of it..* invite six friends to join the challenge..

I only have 5 folder of photos so i take the 5th folder. And pic no 6 is...

Ehem sedang mengopek buah kelapa. LOL.

Now I tag:

Ocy

Nurizah

Kholyn

Odre

Vavai

Flora

Suddenly...

Suddenly I feel sad...
Don't know why...
Maybe the weather affect me...
It is raining for the moment...

Just don't understand, certain people, can be a super b**** sometimes...
Somewhere, somehow tries to seek others' mistakes and weaknesses...

Oh God, help me to be more PATIENT,
help me to be less ANGRY,
help me to be strong MENTALLY,
help me to be TOUGH,
help me to be COOL, CALM, RELAX ...
SO THAT WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!

Ngerindang ati...

Aku tenguk kak ngirum ai kelapa. Tapi ku enggai meli, laban aku rasa rega ia mal (RM3 sebiji), sedangkan aku ulih ngiga buah kelapa free. Apalagi, ku mai ehem aku pulai kpg ia ngiga buah kelapa. Bes nda idea aku, ukai kedekut tau, tapi menyelam sambil minum air kok orang, laban alu menjenguk nenek & atuk dia.

Walaupun kampung ia ukai baka kampung kita iban (bidayuh-rumah sigi2 sida tok), tapi bisi gak view ka d peda aku along the way. Rindang mimit gak ati aku meda view nyak laban ka sigi rindu meda padi, rumah orang, pokok2, awan2, hujan2 dan sewaktu dengan nya ;)

Buah kelapa pokok tok tuai2 magang - sigi rindu kak ngupak gak si ehem

Gamal padi tisi jalai diambi aku benung nganti air kelapa aku

Cubaan kali kedua - pokok toklah maiyuh kelapa muda! Kala ktk meda org niki pokok kelapa? Tok meh ia. Tp nda trill laban pokok kelapa tok pendek jer...

Uduk tok pan join sekaki makai isi kelapa nyak. Enti Daisy sigi di kelaung ka ia buah nyak.

View diambi aku on the way pulai

Pama meh, bisi gak buah kelapa dibai pulai wai. Puas gak ati *wide smile*. Oh ya, sebedau aku mupuk, kala kitak tetemu ka telu manuk bisi sapit kuning ia?

Tok ia neh. Baka orang ka sakai gak aku, tapi tok pertama kali aku tetemu ka telu tok baka nyak. Sebiji telur dengan 2 kuning. Sarinya si ehem sebaka gak bakanya benung ia kak nyumai ka aku. Aku nyau nundi ia, 'kada enda besapit anak tua ila'. Huhuhu... Enti amai kak ku anak sapit sampai 4 orang, ngambi alu badu beranak. How simple baka ka sebut neh. Bedau nama2 agi, kawen pan bedau nyau bsebut ka anak sapit, ;p

P/s: Agi bepikir kak kini ujung minggu tok. Asal ulih ngerindang ati. Going rural, maybe?

Please go away...

Isk, isk, today is the third day. Don't know what trigger it. I'm in pain but I still holding on. I wonder when it will be away. My doc, my friend, cure me, please let my headache go away :(

I NEED A BREAK.

But with all works no play makes me falling sick! How can productivity increase when the is no such thing as ANNUAL LEAVE for the moment? I feel sick just to think of if.

And for now, I hate the fact that I have headache for 3 days, and I know it's not a normal headache. It will be off and on, off and on and bla bla bla...

Works can never be finished, it is just the way how you manage it. For now, I have to be tough and positive. Enough said. Back to work.

My Wish List...

I wish I have one of these:

1) Sony PSP
2) DSLR camera
3) A shih tzu puppy!

So, anyone yang cukup murah hati nak hadiahkan? hehehehe...

P/s: Another boring day - all works no play.

Annual Dinner Update

Mempersembahkan....

Yours truly...

Takda pics makanan sebab sibuk mengambil pic org... jadi photographer tak bertauliah...


All those in Glamorous Orange...

Merdeka Palace, again?!

It's time of the year again. Company's annual dinner! This year's theme is glamorous orange! How are we supposed to find an orange dress this CNY season? I think the best will be glamorous red!

The venue will be Merdeka Palace Hotel. This will be my 3rd annual dinner at the same place for 3 consecutive years! How bored! Anyway, I have my dress already. I've sent it to tailor, but unfortunately the dress is not what I have expected. Tapi takpe, itu dah cukup dah ada baju, bukan senang nak cari dress kaler orange tu.

Release 1 hr earlier for today. Dinner will start at 7pm. Will update with pictures in the next post.

Chow.

!$%&*#@

1. Things not going well as I didn't expected it.

2. It's all about work.

3. No matter how much I hate it, I have tried my best.

4. It's just someone out there who did not satisfied with me.

5. I just don't know why.

6. Why can't they just mind their own business and get their work done first before they wanna condemn others?

7. I just hate it.

8. I feel like i wanna throw up bluekkkkk

It sucks. It really does.

Dia

Sampai hati kamu... pergi terus...
at least ucapla Selamat Tinggal...
Ini tidak...
kamu jalan terus tanpa melambai saya...
kasihan saya..
lepas ni takda kawan lagi... kawan lunch...
tapi tak apa, akan ada pengganti, kan?
Kamu pergi untuk kebaikan, kan...
Bila jumpa lagi belanja saya umai, k....

All the best to you Nicholas Benedict (He resign yesterday and now in KL for training). Jangan nakal2 kamu. Ingat orang yang tersayang ;p

2009

Not much to tell for the starting month of 2009. Makin nadai motivation tahun tok. Laban enda sebaka enggau orang bukai. Syukurlah, company tok nadai muai orang, ngiga orang ka majak bisi kategal bala tutor maiyuh masuk KPLI & DPLI. Aku bisi gak nyau boring kerja ditu, tp apakan daya, my turn have not yet to come. Enti bisi pemujur ila meh ngiga baru. Time ekonomi merosot tok dah cukup manah bisi kerja. Ukai nyamai2 ngiga kerja ti di kak ati. Thanks God, nadai gak kekurangan baka orang bukai, cukup makai enggau bisi endur diau pan dah cukup manah. Duit ukai semua utai, munyi kok iklan iban Maybank nyak. Kok aku, enti duit nyak ulih meli tiket ka syurga, nyak baru aku napat ka dirik begiga ka duit!

Niway, nadai entu bisi azam baru aku tahun tok. Semina kak ngurus ka badan jak. Nyak ajak meh aim aku. Kak jogging tiap lemai kenu kok, enggai nyadi gak laban ari majak ujan. Agi bedau musim ujan. Engka bulan 3 / 4 ila kini nyau badu musim tengkujuh tok, nadai gak aku meda ramalan ari. Ya ka di temu aku, ari sigi ujan sampai hari minggu tok. Apu, gari nyau nda rangkai2 laban ari tok. Terpaksa gak nambah koleksi 'seluar kecik' ti piak ;) Ila meh aku berusaha baru muai lemak di badan. Diatu cuma ulih nagang diri makai jak. Enggai gak entu nyadi laban enti maya stress nyak ku ka bendal kak makai jak nyawa....

Nya meh post aku ka pemuka taun 2009. Ngena jako iban, baru ku bisi idea. Azam taun baru kini, kak ngena bahasa iban nulis blog ;)

Gamal Daisy dalam kerita, kumbai ia aku kak mai ia bejalai. Namak ka diri ke dalam kerita tanpa dijemput. Kasih ia, ari majak ujan, enggai nyadi mai ia raun.

Ho!Ho!Holiday mood!

I'll be in Bintulu for Christmas and will be flying back evening of 22nd Dec. I just can't wait to see my two notty nephews and newborn niece. Hopefully I can meet up with some of my old skool friends also.

Here's some of the pics that I took during Christmas carol at the college and my house...

College's lobby

Santa Claus is coming to town...

Thanks to Kholyn and the students for the Christmas carol at my house... Tahun depan buat lagi ya! hehehe...

And last but not least... tok neh, kena ku menjamu mata bala kitak ka singgah ditu...

My belated birthday cake from 'hamba abdi'. Nda nyamai peda kitak? *wink*wink*

Gambar di ambi aku ba kedai kek, cantek kan?

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!