Dah 3 hari bekerja... malas memang ader hehehe... KALAU la boleh cuti BERGAJI selama SEBULAN, hukhuk...
Seminggu bercuti macam tak cukup masa... Most of the time at my sis' house spending quality time with my niece and nephew... rindu nya dengan si Aleesya yang baru 11 bulan tapi dah pandai berjalan dan panjat kerusi. She's very naughty!
Gambar next time la post - masih sibuk dengan kelas bermula, seperti biasa semester2 yang lepas... kalau nak tengok gak gi la my FB heheh...
Punya la malas nak update blog. But then again... kena update juga walaupun malas. Sekarang tgh tunggu jam nak blepas. Cuti? Yeap... Journey to Miri... Details in d next post.
Kalau terlampau baik, kena pijak kepala atau people will take things for granted.
Kalau jadi jahat lagilah aku tak berkenan. Masalahnya tak tahu macam mana nak buat jahat dengan orang.
Lumrah manusia - Mula2 hendak orang tolong, bukan main lagi. Mulut manis, perangai elok. Bila dah okay sikit, amboi, lupa dunia. Bukan nak mengungkit, sekadar mengingatkan.
Pendekkan cerita, kalau tak nak dilambung ombak, jangan berumah di tepi pantai. Hati aku memang sakit, tapi tak payah la story. Lu pike la sendiri masalah lu. Kalo lu hebat sangat, hiduplah seorang diri-tak payah ada family atau kawan-kawan. Tengok lu betul hebat ka tidak.
I pissed off! Apalah malang aku... ke engkau yang malang?! Salah ka aku hidup senang bila aku dulu pernah hidup susah? Salah ka aku to make my life much more better than before?
Takut mati? MUNGKIN bagi saya. Touch wood. Tapi memikirkan kehidupan selepas mati lagi menakutkan...
Gempa bumi di Sumatera Barat; Taufan di Filipina; Tsunami di Samoa...
Petanda apa? Bukan berfikiran tahyul, tapi bila difikirkan, apakah logik di sebalik semua kejadian yang telah berlaku? 1) Global warming - menjadikan keadaan cuaca menjadi tidak tentu? ATAU 2) Petanda dari Tuhan menyatakan dunia semakin hampir kepada penghujungnya?
Apa pun alasannya, jangan kita lupa dan leka dengan apa yang kita ada; kerana semuanya boleh lenyap dalam sekelip mata; BERSYUKUR dengan apa yang kita ada; kerana bukan semua orang lahir dalam kekayaan; kebahagiaan; kegembiraan; tapi apa yang membezakannya adalah bagaimana kita menerima semuanya dengan seadanya.
Just another SCARY thoughts that I have in mind lately, but then, why worry? Tuhan ada agenda Nya yang tersendiri...
Jesus spoke of a day of unequaled destruction and suffering
Bible prophecy: Matthew 24:21-22 Prophecy written: During the first century
First of all, congratulation to my dearest Momoy - for becoming mummy... your baby soooo damn cute, like me! hehehe... and I'm proud of you Moy...
Dan syukur kepada Tuhan, atas rezeki yang aku terima... cos I've worked hard for it, and I'm thankful. Better have than never, and I know I deserve it...
Akai, lelak ngetat ka mua ari ba Kuching tok. Hujan panas nadai tentu. Raya panas ari maia ari siang. Nasib gak bisi gak celap mimit malam sepik ku. Kadang-kadang ujan gak ari pama lemai tau ka malam. Well, aku lebih suka ari hujan ari ngetat ka panas. Ditambah agi enggau jerebu bdau gak surut, ne agik debu alai orang ngaga jalai. Akaidai...
Bala nembiak final exam minggu tok tadi sampai minggu baru, bisi gak rileks mimit. Udah ambis exam nyau start sibuk baru gak ngadu ka bala cdak fail enggau marking.
Ms Floe is around. Malam legik aku neman ia agai kawin kaban kami siko. Sebedau nyak suping 'wedding gift' dolok kami duai ia ;)
Tak semua benda itu sempurna. Bila banyak duit, kita mungkin kekurangan benda lain. Bila kita gembira, kadang-kadang kita mungkin akan bersedih. There's up and down. Macam roda, sekejap di atas, masa yang akan datang, mungkin kita di bawah. Jadi, dengan bersyukur dengan apa yang ada, hidup akan menjadi lebih baik. Bukan setakat sit and wait, macam menunggu duit jatuh dari langit, instead melaburlah di bank or berusaha mencari wang lebih, kalau tak pun beli nombor ekor pun dah dikira berusaha (walaupun duit tak confirm dapat but at least we try :p).
Apapun yang terjadi, seteruk mana pun, kena beringat, yang teruk itu tidaklah seteruk mana keadaan orang lain. Bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Walaupun kekadang kita mudah lupa, kejayaan dan kesenangan takkan datang tanpa usaha.
Lord I thank you for what you have given me. For the family and friends that I can count on no matter what. For friends who understand it all and accepting me just the way I am.
P/s: Despite of the bad result of my students and mentees that give me headache, despite the work load that makes me fall sick... I am THANKFUL. xoxo
Thursday, July 16, 2009
I just hate being here...
Given back time and place, I knew I shouldn't be here :(
Oh well, never mind then, 1 more day to go... the next thing I'll know I'll be better...
Apuuu... busy aku mengalahkan menteri... nda nemu keni kak madah... sampai kak bernafas pan nda ulih...
Syukur Kuching nda la panas gilak, compare enggau menua aku Bintulu din. Bisi gak hujan ba Kuching walaupun mengganggu jadual jogging aku ;) (baka gak rajin mai kak jog, sigi d ajih ka ujan neh!). Bisi gak asai celap-nyamai tinduk malam.
Tengah bulan tok legik ku pulai Bintulu-not driving this time then, but I fly hehehe... Hopefully ulih lepas stress and spend time with family & friends. Hopefully hati and kepala otak jadi tenang.
Time tok sibuk kak prepare for Dinner Mentor-Mentee malam ari enam tok-kami mentor tok ngaga persembahan menari malam nyak. Jangan marah, cha cha lagu Sway by Pussy Cat Doll you... hehehe... Til then, ciao
I got nothing to write for the moment; but in brief, I'm gonna share what I'm goin to do in this particular month:
1. Gawai was okay. Well, ti umur dah majak tuai enda entu gak kak berami bendar baka ka biak suba. Ngirup pan enda entu. Pelaba ka aku nadai mood aku gawai tahun tok, duno why... semadi ngeruh ka ai enggau orang poco2. sapa salah kena ukum ngirup, hehehe... baka ka tuai gak umur tok. I was driving to and from Bintulu, dengan jaya dan selamat nya (from Kch-Btu bertolak 8.30am arrived Btu 7pm/from Btu-Kch bertolak 9.30am arrived Kch 7pm). What a journey....
2. Semester baru dah start... long semester with 6 subjects. Well, that explain why I didn't updated my blog regularly. Too much info and too many things to be settled first. Oh my, I just pray that I can be a lot more patient and manageable.
3. I miss my close frens-suddenly. Well, tonight I'm goin to meet Flo lepas dia abis kursus kat Grand Con. Tak sabar nak bgossip hehehe...
He's the winner of AF7 and still a humble person. We love u Hafiz!Today, trek celebriti shoot di kolej 'tersayang' bersama2 Hafiz. Maka tutor2 yang memang over (mcm kami, hehe) tak lepas peluang tengok Hafiz dari dekat. Sesi bergambar? Why not? LOLs...
Bersama parents Hafiz dan producer
Sesi temuramah bersama Jimmy And lastly... -HAFIZ such a sweet boy *wink*
Yippie! Annual leave approved. I'll be going home for gawai this time - DRIVING. Excited sangat nak tunggu hari tu... The last time pakai jalan darat Bintulu-Kuching was 3 years back. Hopefully everthing will be alright.
Kena buat certain keja dulu baru boleh cuti dengan aman. Exam reports, compilation lagi... duh! but nevermind... pas tu boleh cuti seminggu tu kan... lol
Nak check kereta in good condition ke tak. It's a lllloooooooonnnnggggggggg way to go ;)
After days of waiting and waiting with less sleep and appetite the clock start to tickling... countdown to 12pm by today, dats mean 2 hours to go, AGAIN?! Oh my, this feeling is killing me. Despite that, I know I still have the support from dearest friends out there (you know who you are). Thanks a lot for all the prayers and all the support. No matter what the verdict is, I know I have to move on and keep on trying as it is not the end of the world. The world is so big to give up upon such a thing rite?
Here's a poem by a dearest friend I know I have your support no matter what *wink*
No one can know the potential, Of a life that is committed to win; With courage - the challenge it faces, To achieve great success in the end!
So, explore the Dimension of Greatness, And believe that the world CAN be won; By a mind that is fully committed, KNOWING the task can be done!
Your world has no place for the skeptic, No room for the DOUBTER to stand; To weaken your firm resolution That you CAN EXCEL in this land!
We must have VISION TO SEE our potential, And FAITH TO BELIEVE that we can; Then COURAGE TO ACT with conviction, To become what GOD MEANT us to be!
So, possess the strength and the courage, To conquer WHATEVER you choose; It's the person WHO NEVER GETS STARTED, That is destined FOREVER to lose!
... to Ms Flora, best wishes in everything you do! muax
xoxo
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
I never feel like this... Wondering how long I will be like this. NO. It's not bout relationship but it's something else. I'm down, frustrated, demotivated. Oh God, help me to be strong and hold on each n every day. I just can't bear it anymore but do I have any other choices? Yes, I do. It's just the matter of time. Time... Penantian itu satu penyiksaan. Cross fingers
Suddenly I feel sad... Don't know why... Maybe the weather affect me... It is raining for the moment...
Just don't understand, certain people, can be a super b**** sometimes... Somewhere, somehow tries to seek others' mistakes and weaknesses...
Oh God, help me to be more PATIENT, help me to be less ANGRY, help me to be strong MENTALLY, help me to be TOUGH, help me to be COOL, CALM, RELAX ... SO THAT WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!
Aku tenguk kak ngirum ai kelapa. Tapi ku enggai meli, laban aku rasa rega ia mal (RM3 sebiji), sedangkan aku ulih ngiga buah kelapa free. Apalagi, ku mai ehem aku pulai kpg ia ngiga buah kelapa. Bes nda idea aku, ukai kedekut tau, tapi menyelam sambil minum air kok orang, laban alu menjenguk nenek & atuk dia.
Walaupun kampung ia ukai baka kampung kita iban (bidayuh-rumah sigi2 sida tok), tapi bisi gak view ka d peda aku along the way. Rindang mimit gak ati aku meda view nyak laban ka sigi rindu meda padi, rumah orang, pokok2, awan2, hujan2 dan sewaktu dengan nya ;)
Buah kelapa pokok tok tuai2 magang - sigi rindu kak ngupak gak si ehem
Gamal padi tisi jalai diambi aku benung nganti air kelapa aku
Cubaan kali kedua - pokok toklah maiyuh kelapa muda! Kala ktk meda org niki pokok kelapa? Tok meh ia. Tp nda trill laban pokok kelapa tok pendek jer...
Uduk tok pan join sekaki makai isi kelapa nyak. Enti Daisy sigi di kelaung ka ia buah nyak.
View diambi aku on the way pulai
Pama meh, bisi gak buah kelapa dibai pulai wai. Puas gak ati *wide smile*. Oh ya, sebedau aku mupuk, kala kitak tetemu ka telu manuk bisi sapit kuning ia?
Tok ia neh. Baka orang ka sakai gak aku, tapi tok pertama kali aku tetemu ka telu tok baka nyak. Sebiji telur dengan 2 kuning. Sarinya si ehem sebaka gak bakanya benung ia kak nyumai ka aku. Aku nyau nundi ia, 'kada enda besapit anak tua ila'. Huhuhu... Enti amai kak ku anak sapit sampai 4 orang, ngambi alu badu beranak. How simple baka ka sebut neh. Bedau nama2 agi, kawen pan bedau nyau bsebut ka anak sapit, ;p
P/s: Agi bepikir kak kini ujung minggu tok. Asal ulih ngerindang ati. Going rural, maybe?
Isk, isk, today is the third day. Don't know what trigger it. I'm in pain but I still holding on. I wonder when it will be away. My doc, my friend, cure me, please let my headache go away :(
I NEED A BREAK.
But with all works no play makes me falling sick! How can productivity increase when the is no such thing as ANNUAL LEAVE for the moment? I feel sick just to think of if.
And for now, I hate the fact that I have headache for 3 days, and I know it's not a normal headache. It will be off and on, off and on and bla bla bla...
Works can never be finished, it is just the way how you manage it. For now, I have to be tough and positive. Enough said. Back to work.
It's time of the year again. Company's annual dinner! This year's theme is glamorous orange! How are we supposed to find an orange dress this CNY season? I think the best will be glamorous red!
The venue will be Merdeka Palace Hotel. This will be my 3rd annual dinner at the same place for 3 consecutive years! How bored! Anyway, I have my dress already. I've sent it to tailor, but unfortunately the dress is not what I have expected. Tapi takpe, itu dah cukup dah ada baju, bukan senang nak cari dress kaler orange tu.
Release 1 hr earlier for today. Dinner will start at 7pm. Will update with pictures in the next post.
Sampai hati kamu... pergi terus... at least ucapla Selamat Tinggal... Ini tidak... kamu jalan terus tanpa melambai saya... kasihan saya.. lepas ni takda kawan lagi... kawan lunch... tapi tak apa, akan ada pengganti, kan? Kamu pergi untuk kebaikan, kan... Bila jumpa lagi belanja saya umai, k....
All the best to you Nicholas Benedict (He resign yesterday and now in KL for training). Jangan nakal2 kamu. Ingat orang yang tersayang ;p
Not much to tell for the starting month of 2009. Makin nadai motivation tahun tok. Laban enda sebaka enggau orang bukai. Syukurlah, company tok nadai muai orang, ngiga orang ka majak bisi kategal bala tutor maiyuh masuk KPLI & DPLI. Aku bisi gak nyau boring kerja ditu, tp apakan daya, my turn have not yet to come. Enti bisi pemujur ila meh ngiga baru. Time ekonomi merosot tok dah cukup manah bisi kerja. Ukai nyamai2 ngiga kerja ti di kak ati. Thanks God, nadai gak kekurangan baka orang bukai, cukup makai enggau bisi endur diau pan dah cukup manah. Duit ukai semua utai, munyi kok iklan iban Maybank nyak. Kok aku, enti duit nyak ulih meli tiket ka syurga, nyak baru aku napat ka dirik begiga ka duit!
Niway, nadai entu bisi azam baru aku tahun tok. Semina kak ngurus ka badan jak. Nyak ajak meh aim aku. Kak jogging tiap lemai kenu kok, enggai nyadi gak laban ari majak ujan. Agi bedau musim ujan. Engka bulan 3 / 4 ila kini nyau badu musim tengkujuh tok, nadai gak aku meda ramalan ari. Ya ka di temu aku, ari sigi ujan sampai hari minggu tok. Apu, gari nyau nda rangkai2 laban ari tok. Terpaksa gak nambah koleksi 'seluar kecik' ti piak ;) Ila meh aku berusaha baru muai lemak di badan. Diatu cuma ulih nagang diri makai jak. Enggai gak entu nyadi laban enti maya stress nyak ku ka bendal kak makai jak nyawa....
Nya meh post aku ka pemuka taun 2009. Ngena jako iban, baru ku bisi idea. Azam taun baru kini, kak ngena bahasa iban nulis blog ;)
Gamal Daisy dalam kerita, kumbai ia aku kak mai ia bejalai. Namak ka diri ke dalam kerita tanpa dijemput. Kasih ia, ari majak ujan, enggai nyadi mai ia raun.
I'll be in Bintulu for Christmas and will be flying back evening of 22nd Dec. I just can't wait to see my two notty nephews and newborn niece. Hopefully I can meet up with some of my old skool friends also.
Here's some of the pics that I took during Christmas carol at the college and my house...
College's lobby
Santa Claus is coming to town...
Thanks to Kholyn and the students for the Christmas carol at my house... Tahun depan buat lagi ya! hehehe...
And last but not least... tok neh, kena ku menjamu mata bala kitak ka singgah ditu...
My belated birthday cake from 'hamba abdi'. Nda nyamai peda kitak? *wink*wink*
Yay! Everyone seems excited to celebrate my birthday that will be on 17th Dec. The first present that I’ve received from my student is…
I really thought it was a cake but then, those two lil cute handkerchiefs are inside!!!
So the next day, Veronica & Sylvia yang baik hati itu pula menghadiahkan sebuah kek yang betul kepada saya – mereka takut saya kempunan eheheheh. Terima kasih ya…
From L-R: Vero, Me, Allen si penyibuk & Sylvia
December babies…
Si penyibuk yang nak juga potong kek – mengikut katanya, dia tak pernah potong kek harijadi, kesian kan, jadi saya berkongsi kek dengan dia ;)
Juga selamat harijadi pada Dolly – kami berkongsi tarikh lahir yang sama *wink*
A nice place to stay and rilex. I went there last Sunday, for two days & 1 night stay. Altogether with my combats. It was a pleasant time, with the beach & the pool...
Here's some of the pics...
Chalets
Day & Night view Sunrise...& the beach the pool...
And last but not least, US... chillin' out...
Balik dari situ, badan gue merah-merah, mcm kena gigit nyamuk. Tapi bukan saya seorang yang kena tau, combats ku juga kena, hehehe...
2 days old It's a girl! Born on 23 Nov 2008 at 3.15pm, 3.55kg. Kakak gue selamat melahirkan baby girl! Tambahan kepada 2 notty lil boys! For the moment nama2 belum di finalise (bak kata kakak gue). Soon.
Siti Sahmsiah, a friend in need, a collegue to brighten the days... all the best in your future undertaking.
But anyhow, I always find ways to cheer things up...
You see the green lizard? This pic was taken when Nick & I were back from lunch. He insisted to take the photo of the lizard but then again he made the lizard run away!
I thought of moving out from the old house next week, but then I managed to angkut all the stuffs by today. Pheww... I have just finished unpack the stuffs and my room setting. I am very tired by now... time lipat baju sempat gak testing baju2 lama... and most of the fav shirts are no longer fit. That's mean I really have to go a serious diet ;) so sayang all the clothes. But then I was thinking maybe I should donate it away to those who need it.
Look what I have found during the house cleaning...
Barang Antik!!!
(Kalau dulu pakai hp ni memang kaya siot. Aku try bawa, punya la berat. I cannot imagine if benda ni masih wujud, mesti jenuh tangan. Tapi... kalau takda yang lama, yang baru tentu takkan wujud kan? hehehe)
Barang lagi sikit yang nak dikemas-kemaskan. Tapi aku dah tak larat. Yang larat cuma duduk depan pc and blogging! Happy weekend to all!
Ari ni rasa bosan. Asyik2 takda motivation, hehehe... Memang rasa boring, and too many things at a time. Why can't it be one by one? Sabar je la... Esok Dato Presiden datang melawat. Maybe that's why la hari ni ku rasa semacam. Kalau tak, selalu nya thanks God it's Friday - but not this day.
I'm counting the days... Month end gonna move into new house. Dah memang gaya hidup merantau ni tempat tinggal tak tetap. Rumah baru tak jauh beza dari rumah lama - sama area lagi tu. Tak sampai 5 min kut if jalan kaki.
Nak dijadikan cerita, bayaran insurans bulan ni pulak terlebih bayar 2 kali. Sebab yang pertama kali bayar sendiri, yang second time tu debit bank baru dah approve. Kena tunggu refund pulak satu hal. Entah-entah sama gaji ujung bulan ni. Kalau tak, tunggu je. Itu satu hal...
Lagi kena servis kereta ujung bulan ni. Brek dia dah haus. Tukar lagi + servis. Tapi takpa, itu tandanya aku ada kerja dan ada tanggungjawab sebagai seorang yang berguna. Bukan hanya tau duduk rumah, makan, tido dan sewaktu dengannya, kekeke...
Sunday, November 2, 2008
Am blogging at home. Not tru wireless or dial-up connection but tru hp broadband. Hahaha.. Knew bout it from a cousin, and wala! At first it won't work due to the hp driver is not installed in the laptop. WIth the magic of my 'hamba abdi' it sure does work!
You only have to subscribe broadband tru celcom *118# and register. Simple as that, with only RM6 for 24hrs. Online may be a bit slow, due to the traffic. So sakai one la me....
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Packing
Aku dah pindah tempat. Pindah meja kerja. Tukar feng sui konon. Hopefully after this, things will be okay... Bukan tak sanggup nak pikul tanggungjawab as Program Manager lagi tapi aku nak concentrate mengajar student sahaja. Dengan cara tu, aku rasa aku boleh jadi pengajar yang berkaliber, cewah! Bukan juga tak tahan dengan stress, but most of the time, kerja terlalu banyak, bertubi2, sampai tak tahu yang mana nak dibuat. Bagi aku, mengajar paling penting. Kalau dah students terabai, nanti results diaorang pun terabai juga. Opppsss, bukan la niat nak complaint tp hanyalah luahan hati yang dah mmg sedia tak puas hati. Nak buat mcm mana lagi, dah cukup bersyukur sebab ada kerja, compare to those yang masih mengganggur, tak gitu?
Sekarang ni aku tgh blogging kat work station baru le... gambar nya nda ada. View blh tahan, ada sumber inspirasi. Menghadap Stampark Waterpark. Lain kali aku show off *wink*
Aku bosan. Kebosanan. Mengantuk. Pening. Fed up. Semualah. Bukan PMS ya, belum lagi. Just feel tired and piss off.
Kalau dah jadi bos patut tahu tanggungjawab. Dulu jadi staff banyak kompelin. Sekarang, baru tahu apa rasa aku. Bukan mengutuk sesapa. Siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas. Aku ada tahap kesabaran. Dulu aku buat keja sorang pun aku tak penah kompelin. Kalau dulu, aku bos, aku lah kuli, tak minta sapa-sapa pun tolong. Sekarang bukan aku tak nak tolong. Aku buat keja aku abis, baru aku tolong kamu balik, kalau kamu boleh faham itu.
Aku tahu apa itu TEAM WORK. Tapi kamu tak mahu tahu. Bukan salah aku. Sekarang kamu rasa sama ada TEAM WORK itu penting atau tidak.
Bukan salah aku kalau kamu jadi kelam kabut. Jadi baik sangat pun tak guna, nanti orang pijak kepala kamu. Jadi pengampu pun tak guna, kalau keja pun kamu tak tahu buat.
P/s: Luahan semata-mata. Pesanan penaja: get ur work done first before kamu mau bising2 sama orang lain. Jangan jadi ayam bertelur sebiji riuh sekampung!
She was left alone outside the house. Without food or someone to take care of her. Pity Daisy. After a day, she went missing. Waaa... Daisy is missing.
Daisy...
I pray she can find her way back home. My 'hamba abdi' sudah jadi bingung... :0( Daisy... PULANGLAH...