Updated...

Well, I didn't pass the exam. Kena tunggu rayuan lagi. Never mind then, it's not the end of the world. What matter the most is I will not give up ;)

xoxo

Countdown...

After days of waiting and waiting with less sleep and appetite the clock start to tickling... countdown to 12pm by today, dats mean 2 hours to go, AGAIN?! Oh my, this feeling is killing me. Despite that, I know I still have the support from dearest friends out there (you know who you are). Thanks a lot for all the prayers and all the support. No matter what the verdict is, I know I have to move on and keep on trying as it is not the end of the world. The world is so big to give up upon such a thing rite?

Here's a poem by a dearest friend I know I have your support no matter what *wink*

No one can know the potential,
Of a life that is committed to win;
With courage - the challenge it faces,
To achieve great success in the end!

So, explore the Dimension of Greatness,
And believe that the world CAN be won;
By a mind that is fully committed,
KNOWING the task can be done!

Your world has no place for the skeptic,
No room for the DOUBTER to stand;
To weaken your firm resolution
That you CAN EXCEL in this land!

We must have VISION TO SEE our potential,
And FAITH TO BELIEVE that we can;
Then COURAGE TO ACT with conviction,
To become what GOD MEANT us to be!

So, possess the strength and the courage,
To conquer WHATEVER you choose;
It's the person WHO NEVER GETS STARTED,
That is destined FOREVER to lose!

xoxo

Birthday Wish...

... to Ms Flora,
best wishes in everything you do! muax

xoxo

I never feel like this... Wondering how long I will be like this. NO. It's not bout relationship but it's something else. I'm down, frustrated, demotivated. Oh God, help me to be strong and hold on each n every day. I just can't bear it anymore but do I have any other choices? Yes, I do. It's just the matter of time. Time... Penantian itu satu penyiksaan. Cross fingers

xoxoxo

For your pleasure

Awww... it touch me... what do you think?

Keep me hanging...

Ridiculous?
Bachelor in Business Management majoring Tourism - will be teaching English starting tomorrow for 7 weeks.
Or hilarious?

Ridiculous?
Students no: 70++

Ridiculous?
Hours teaching per week: 24 (Out of 8.30am - 5.30am working hours - supposedly working hour starts at 9am-5pm)
Overtime anyone? Nope.

Ridiculous?
Free time: 14 hours (excluding lunch hour - 12.30pm-1.30pm everyday)

Oh God, give me strength!!!...

Again, who am I to complain?! I'm only human so please forgive me.

P/s: Lets kick a**.

Tagged by Fizza

The challenge is :

1) go to your picture holder in your computer.

2) go to 6th folder of photos

3) go to 6th picture of that folder* put the picture on your blog n description of it..* invite six friends to join the challenge..

I only have 5 folder of photos so i take the 5th folder. And pic no 6 is...

Ehem sedang mengopek buah kelapa. LOL.

Now I tag:

Ocy

Nurizah

Kholyn

Odre

Vavai

Flora

Suddenly...

Suddenly I feel sad...
Don't know why...
Maybe the weather affect me...
It is raining for the moment...

Just don't understand, certain people, can be a super b**** sometimes...
Somewhere, somehow tries to seek others' mistakes and weaknesses...

Oh God, help me to be more PATIENT,
help me to be less ANGRY,
help me to be strong MENTALLY,
help me to be TOUGH,
help me to be COOL, CALM, RELAX ...
SO THAT WITH YOU ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE!

Ngerindang ati...

Aku tenguk kak ngirum ai kelapa. Tapi ku enggai meli, laban aku rasa rega ia mal (RM3 sebiji), sedangkan aku ulih ngiga buah kelapa free. Apalagi, ku mai ehem aku pulai kpg ia ngiga buah kelapa. Bes nda idea aku, ukai kedekut tau, tapi menyelam sambil minum air kok orang, laban alu menjenguk nenek & atuk dia.

Walaupun kampung ia ukai baka kampung kita iban (bidayuh-rumah sigi2 sida tok), tapi bisi gak view ka d peda aku along the way. Rindang mimit gak ati aku meda view nyak laban ka sigi rindu meda padi, rumah orang, pokok2, awan2, hujan2 dan sewaktu dengan nya ;)

Buah kelapa pokok tok tuai2 magang - sigi rindu kak ngupak gak si ehem

Gamal padi tisi jalai diambi aku benung nganti air kelapa aku

Cubaan kali kedua - pokok toklah maiyuh kelapa muda! Kala ktk meda org niki pokok kelapa? Tok meh ia. Tp nda trill laban pokok kelapa tok pendek jer...

Uduk tok pan join sekaki makai isi kelapa nyak. Enti Daisy sigi di kelaung ka ia buah nyak.

View diambi aku on the way pulai

Pama meh, bisi gak buah kelapa dibai pulai wai. Puas gak ati *wide smile*. Oh ya, sebedau aku mupuk, kala kitak tetemu ka telu manuk bisi sapit kuning ia?

Tok ia neh. Baka orang ka sakai gak aku, tapi tok pertama kali aku tetemu ka telu tok baka nyak. Sebiji telur dengan 2 kuning. Sarinya si ehem sebaka gak bakanya benung ia kak nyumai ka aku. Aku nyau nundi ia, 'kada enda besapit anak tua ila'. Huhuhu... Enti amai kak ku anak sapit sampai 4 orang, ngambi alu badu beranak. How simple baka ka sebut neh. Bedau nama2 agi, kawen pan bedau nyau bsebut ka anak sapit, ;p

P/s: Agi bepikir kak kini ujung minggu tok. Asal ulih ngerindang ati. Going rural, maybe?

Please go away...

Isk, isk, today is the third day. Don't know what trigger it. I'm in pain but I still holding on. I wonder when it will be away. My doc, my friend, cure me, please let my headache go away :(

I NEED A BREAK.

But with all works no play makes me falling sick! How can productivity increase when the is no such thing as ANNUAL LEAVE for the moment? I feel sick just to think of if.

And for now, I hate the fact that I have headache for 3 days, and I know it's not a normal headache. It will be off and on, off and on and bla bla bla...

Works can never be finished, it is just the way how you manage it. For now, I have to be tough and positive. Enough said. Back to work.

My Wish List...

I wish I have one of these:

1) Sony PSP
2) DSLR camera
3) A shih tzu puppy!

So, anyone yang cukup murah hati nak hadiahkan? hehehehe...

P/s: Another boring day - all works no play.

Annual Dinner Update

Mempersembahkan....

Yours truly...

Takda pics makanan sebab sibuk mengambil pic org... jadi photographer tak bertauliah...


All those in Glamorous Orange...

Merdeka Palace, again?!

It's time of the year again. Company's annual dinner! This year's theme is glamorous orange! How are we supposed to find an orange dress this CNY season? I think the best will be glamorous red!

The venue will be Merdeka Palace Hotel. This will be my 3rd annual dinner at the same place for 3 consecutive years! How bored! Anyway, I have my dress already. I've sent it to tailor, but unfortunately the dress is not what I have expected. Tapi takpe, itu dah cukup dah ada baju, bukan senang nak cari dress kaler orange tu.

Release 1 hr earlier for today. Dinner will start at 7pm. Will update with pictures in the next post.

Chow.

!$%&*#@

1. Things not going well as I didn't expected it.

2. It's all about work.

3. No matter how much I hate it, I have tried my best.

4. It's just someone out there who did not satisfied with me.

5. I just don't know why.

6. Why can't they just mind their own business and get their work done first before they wanna condemn others?

7. I just hate it.

8. I feel like i wanna throw up bluekkkkk

It sucks. It really does.

Dia

Sampai hati kamu... pergi terus...
at least ucapla Selamat Tinggal...
Ini tidak...
kamu jalan terus tanpa melambai saya...
kasihan saya..
lepas ni takda kawan lagi... kawan lunch...
tapi tak apa, akan ada pengganti, kan?
Kamu pergi untuk kebaikan, kan...
Bila jumpa lagi belanja saya umai, k....

All the best to you Nicholas Benedict (He resign yesterday and now in KL for training). Jangan nakal2 kamu. Ingat orang yang tersayang ;p

2009

Not much to tell for the starting month of 2009. Makin nadai motivation tahun tok. Laban enda sebaka enggau orang bukai. Syukurlah, company tok nadai muai orang, ngiga orang ka majak bisi kategal bala tutor maiyuh masuk KPLI & DPLI. Aku bisi gak nyau boring kerja ditu, tp apakan daya, my turn have not yet to come. Enti bisi pemujur ila meh ngiga baru. Time ekonomi merosot tok dah cukup manah bisi kerja. Ukai nyamai2 ngiga kerja ti di kak ati. Thanks God, nadai gak kekurangan baka orang bukai, cukup makai enggau bisi endur diau pan dah cukup manah. Duit ukai semua utai, munyi kok iklan iban Maybank nyak. Kok aku, enti duit nyak ulih meli tiket ka syurga, nyak baru aku napat ka dirik begiga ka duit!

Niway, nadai entu bisi azam baru aku tahun tok. Semina kak ngurus ka badan jak. Nyak ajak meh aim aku. Kak jogging tiap lemai kenu kok, enggai nyadi gak laban ari majak ujan. Agi bedau musim ujan. Engka bulan 3 / 4 ila kini nyau badu musim tengkujuh tok, nadai gak aku meda ramalan ari. Ya ka di temu aku, ari sigi ujan sampai hari minggu tok. Apu, gari nyau nda rangkai2 laban ari tok. Terpaksa gak nambah koleksi 'seluar kecik' ti piak ;) Ila meh aku berusaha baru muai lemak di badan. Diatu cuma ulih nagang diri makai jak. Enggai gak entu nyadi laban enti maya stress nyak ku ka bendal kak makai jak nyawa....

Nya meh post aku ka pemuka taun 2009. Ngena jako iban, baru ku bisi idea. Azam taun baru kini, kak ngena bahasa iban nulis blog ;)

Gamal Daisy dalam kerita, kumbai ia aku kak mai ia bejalai. Namak ka diri ke dalam kerita tanpa dijemput. Kasih ia, ari majak ujan, enggai nyadi mai ia raun.

Ho!Ho!Holiday mood!

I'll be in Bintulu for Christmas and will be flying back evening of 22nd Dec. I just can't wait to see my two notty nephews and newborn niece. Hopefully I can meet up with some of my old skool friends also.

Here's some of the pics that I took during Christmas carol at the college and my house...

College's lobby

Santa Claus is coming to town...

Thanks to Kholyn and the students for the Christmas carol at my house... Tahun depan buat lagi ya! hehehe...

And last but not least... tok neh, kena ku menjamu mata bala kitak ka singgah ditu...

My belated birthday cake from 'hamba abdi'. Nda nyamai peda kitak? *wink*wink*

Gambar di ambi aku ba kedai kek, cantek kan?

MERRY CHRISTMAS & HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Advanced birthday

Yay! Everyone seems excited to celebrate my birthday that will be on 17^th Dec. The first present that I’ve received from my student is…

I really thought it was a cake but then, those two lil cute handkerchiefs are inside!!!

So the next day, Veronica & Sylvia yang baik hati itu pula menghadiahkan sebuah kek yang betul kepada saya – mereka takut saya kempunan eheheheh. Terima kasih ya…

From L-R: Vero, Me, Allen si penyibuk & Sylvia

December babies…

Si penyibuk yang nak juga potong kek – mengikut katanya, dia tak pernah potong kek harijadi, kesian kan, jadi saya berkongsi kek dengan dia ;)

Juga selamat harijadi pada Dolly – kami berkongsi tarikh lahir yang sama *wink*

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO:

CHARLES ARTHUR – 08/12

VIVIEN AARON

NANCY – 08/12

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO:

WELMA DOUGLAS – 16/12

CAROL HENG - 22/12

CHRISTIAN MULOK – 25/12

ALLEN SAMUEL – 26/12

MCKENZIE ISSAAC – 26/12

VIVIEN JOSEPH – 26/12

GLEN – 26/12

Siar View Retreat

A nice place to stay and rilex. I went there last Sunday, for two days & 1 night stay. Altogether with my combats. It was a pleasant time, with the beach & the pool...

Here's some of the pics...

Chalets

Day & Night view
Sunrise... & the beach
the pool...

And last but not least, US... chillin' out...

Balik dari situ, badan gue merah-merah, mcm kena gigit nyamuk. Tapi bukan saya seorang yang kena tau, combats ku juga kena, hehehe...

The Name...

Welcoming Aleesya Hannah Roszaini - 4 days old today.

New Addition to the Family Updated

2 days old
It's a girl! Born on 23 Nov 2008 at 3.15pm, 3.55kg. Kakak gue selamat melahirkan baby girl! Tambahan kepada 2 notty lil boys! For the moment nama2 belum di finalise (bak kata kakak gue). Soon.

Leaving

People come and go, but the friendship remains.

Siti Sahmsiah, a friend in need, a collegue to brighten the days... all the best in your future undertaking.

But anyhow, I always find ways to cheer things up...

You see the green lizard? This pic was taken when Nick & I were back from lunch. He insisted to take the photo of the lizard but then again he made the lizard run away!

And...

The dog and the 'mouse'! (",)

Finally...

I thought of moving out from the old house next week, but then I managed to angkut all the stuffs by today. Pheww... I have just finished unpack the stuffs and my room setting. I am very tired by now... time lipat baju sempat gak testing baju2 lama... and most of the fav shirts are no longer fit. That's mean I really have to go a serious diet ;) so sayang all the clothes. But then I was thinking maybe I should donate it away to those who need it.

Look what I have found during the house cleaning...

Barang Antik!!!

(Kalau dulu pakai hp ni memang kaya siot. Aku try bawa, punya la berat. I cannot imagine if benda ni masih wujud, mesti jenuh tangan. Tapi... kalau takda yang lama, yang baru tentu takkan wujud kan? hehehe)

Barang lagi sikit yang nak dikemas-kemaskan. Tapi aku dah tak larat. Yang larat cuma duduk depan pc and blogging! Happy weekend to all!

Friday yang membosankan

Ari ni rasa bosan. Asyik2 takda motivation, hehehe... Memang rasa boring, and too many things at a time. Why can't it be one by one? Sabar je la... Esok Dato Presiden datang melawat. Maybe that's why la hari ni ku rasa semacam. Kalau tak, selalu nya thanks God it's Friday - but not this day.

I'm counting the days... Month end gonna move into new house. Dah memang gaya hidup merantau ni tempat tinggal tak tetap. Rumah baru tak jauh beza dari rumah lama - sama area lagi tu. Tak sampai 5 min kut if jalan kaki.

Nak dijadikan cerita, bayaran insurans bulan ni pulak terlebih bayar 2 kali. Sebab yang pertama kali bayar sendiri, yang second time tu debit bank baru dah approve. Kena tunggu refund pulak satu hal. Entah-entah sama gaji ujung bulan ni. Kalau tak, tunggu je. Itu satu hal...

Lagi kena servis kereta ujung bulan ni. Brek dia dah haus. Tukar lagi + servis. Tapi takpa, itu tandanya aku ada kerja dan ada tanggungjawab sebagai seorang yang berguna. Bukan hanya tau duduk rumah, makan, tido dan sewaktu dengannya, kekeke...

Am blogging at home. Not tru wireless or dial-up connection but tru hp broadband. Hahaha.. Knew bout it from a cousin, and wala! At first it won't work due to the hp driver is not installed in the laptop. WIth the magic of my 'hamba abdi' it sure does work!

You only have to subscribe broadband tru celcom *118# and register. Simple as that, with only RM6 for 24hrs. Online may be a bit slow, due to the traffic. So sakai one la me....

Packing

Aku dah pindah tempat. Pindah meja kerja. Tukar feng sui konon. Hopefully after this, things will be okay... Bukan tak sanggup nak pikul tanggungjawab as Program Manager lagi tapi aku nak concentrate mengajar student sahaja. Dengan cara tu, aku rasa aku boleh jadi pengajar yang berkaliber, cewah! Bukan juga tak tahan dengan stress, but most of the time, kerja terlalu banyak, bertubi2, sampai tak tahu yang mana nak dibuat. Bagi aku, mengajar paling penting. Kalau dah students terabai, nanti results diaorang pun terabai juga. Opppsss, bukan la niat nak complaint tp hanyalah luahan hati yang dah mmg sedia tak puas hati. Nak buat mcm mana lagi, dah cukup bersyukur sebab ada kerja, compare to those yang masih mengganggur, tak gitu?

Sekarang ni aku tgh blogging kat work station baru le... gambar nya nda ada. View blh tahan, ada sumber inspirasi. Menghadap Stampark Waterpark. Lain kali aku show off *wink*

Suka-suka merapu

Aku bosan. Kebosanan. Mengantuk. Pening. Fed up. Semualah. Bukan PMS ya, belum lagi. Just feel tired and piss off.

Kalau dah jadi bos patut tahu tanggungjawab. Dulu jadi staff banyak kompelin. Sekarang, baru tahu apa rasa aku. Bukan mengutuk sesapa. Siapa makan cili dia rasa pedas. Aku ada tahap kesabaran. Dulu aku buat keja sorang pun aku tak penah kompelin. Kalau dulu, aku bos, aku lah kuli, tak minta sapa-sapa pun tolong. Sekarang bukan aku tak nak tolong. Aku buat keja aku abis, baru aku tolong kamu balik, kalau kamu boleh faham itu.

Aku tahu apa itu TEAM WORK. Tapi kamu tak mahu tahu. Bukan salah aku. Sekarang kamu rasa sama ada TEAM WORK itu penting atau tidak.

Bukan salah aku kalau kamu jadi kelam kabut. Jadi baik sangat pun tak guna, nanti orang pijak kepala kamu. Jadi pengampu pun tak guna, kalau keja pun kamu tak tahu buat.

P/s: Luahan semata-mata. Pesanan penaja: get ur work done first before kamu mau bising2 sama orang lain. Jangan jadi ayam bertelur sebiji riuh sekampung!

Lost & Found

She was lost, but thank God she has been found by a friend. Daisy is back, with good condition, just a bit skinny than the last time.

Tgh menunggu masa utk mandi... (kutu all over the body)

P/s: Certain people don't know how to appreciate animals, apatah lagi nak appreciate manusia...! Fikirkan sendiri!

Daisy oh Daisy!

She was left alone outside the house. Without food or someone to take care of her. Pity Daisy. After a day, she went missing. Waaa... Daisy is missing.

Daisy...

I pray she can find her way back home. My 'hamba abdi' sudah jadi bingung... :0( Daisy... PULANGLAH...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL.
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN.

Exam Fever

This week is the first week of final exam. The last paper will be due on 27.09.2008 - means it's gonna be a busy time (markings, reports, meeting and the list goes on...).

I was down to memory lane when I was in the middle of invigilating Microbiology paper this morning. With 2hrs 30min (max time) I have nothing much to do (apart from walking around to make sure the students do not cheat) I can't help myself from 'berangan' ;)

Down to memory lane during exam fever when I was in UiTM & UNIMAS.

Memory Lane #1
Aku dan kengkawan tak tidur semalaman semata-mata memberi sokongan padu kepada member yang sorang ni. Kali kedua dia ambil paper tu sebab yang pertama kali tu dia fail. Pagi tu, dengan mata sembab yang masih belum tidur pun, blum mandi pun, geng 'keparats' pegi jogging, trus gi breakfast kat Dewan Makan, hehehe. Member tu pass kali kedua tu *wink*

Memory Lane #2
Dulu time exam suka call Cats FM bagi dedication. Alkisah la, geng2 'keparats' ni kena attack la tru stesen radio tu. Apalagi, kita attack balik. Kapten kitaorg siap2 cakap, "jangan jeles" ngeh ngeh. Esoknya budak2 laki tanya apa ke hal. Diaorang ingat kami orang main2 la pulak.

Memory Lane #3
Time kat UNIMAS takla macam di UiTM tu. Kat UiTM tinggal hostel, UNIMAS plak sewa rumah. So feel study tu lain. Takde la 'burning the midnight oil' macam di hostel. Kat hostel study sama2, supper sesama... Aku... Aku sibuk bdengkur kalau orang lain masih bertungkus-lumus. Konon jer letak alarm clock or minta kejutkan pukul 3 am nak sambung study balik. Bangun punya bangun dah pagi daaa... siap terus gi exam hall. Pas tu pulak jadi antara peserta yang terawal sekali keluar. Hancusss...

I dream of going back down to memory lane. How sweet! And to recall back those times, it sure does make me smile. Sometimes, somehow, we have to think of the good things so that life would be much more happening!

P/s: All the best to all the students esp to my combats (Diploma in Hospitality Management-Tourism & Certificate in Tourism Operation). Do not try so hard but do your best!

Kem Permai

Santubong... here I come!!!... (In the evening...).

Mount Santubong

Picture taken in the car while passing through Santubong Bridge.

Just to sport check students doing their package trip. Sampai-sampai je terus kena humban ke air (potong markah kang! ;p).

Sunset (pssttt... in d pic is not my bf ok! hehehe)

P/s: I can only post these two pictures. Cos pics yang lain tak lepas sirim beb! Sensored *wink*

Trip of the month: Sematan Palm Beach Resort

In the morning of 23 August 2008...
Yay! A week after Santubong Resort, I was off to Sematan Palm Beach Resort. This time around I was acompanied by 36 students. The weather was just perfect!

Selamat datai...
The rooms...

I think the rooms are cute!!! ^^

The restaurant...

The beach!...

It feels like I'm close to home...

And then, photo session, with all the combats in the house!

Can u find me in the pic? Ooopps... I was not ready.

Finally...

Off for another trip in the evening...

... to be continued